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Fucking-A this is a load of shit. I was supposed to go get new glasses today to I could fucking SEE something, but the place doesnt open till ten, so my mom goes "Oh we'll just go next weekend because Dave's comming over." WTF??? I don't give a shit if you boyfriend is here if you guys are serious enough for sleep over then why the fuck can't he come to get my damned glasses?! I don't fucking car if John Travolta is your fucking boyfriend I can't see a damn thing and it's interfering in my fucking life!I've been planning for a week, a fucking WEEK to get get new lenses today, so that by school next week I could see the damn board, or the fucking screen for movies, but now I have to wait another week beause mommys precious boyfriend cant stand around with her and her daughter while we wait to get some damned lenses. I hate her. I will always hate her while she is dating. She always puts her boyfriend first before her children and it should never be that. Dad date dozens of girls and he's only ditched us once. Fucking ONCE. Se does it every other weekend. She whine to me about having to take me to my job downtown and try to get anyone else on the planet to do it so she can go fuck that asshole in Ft. Lauderdale. I am HER responsibility until this shit is over with, and its no one's fault but hers for taking me in. If she doesn't fucking like it, then she should just kick me out. I dare her to. I cannot take shit from her anymore. I WILL NOT be overshadowed by some penis, and she CANNOT step on me anymore. I am not a fucking carpet! Jaki already learned that I can't be stepped on. If it wasn't for the fucking baby I'd have shot her in the head by now. I probably will before I leave. I kinda wish I had that gun my dad thought I stole from him. At least distrust I can handle to a degree, but when my mother uses me to dry her boots we got problems.