whoooaa, waiting for the breakdown
i haven't felt very well in like 3 weeks.
it's either my head, my neck, my feelings, my crying.
wait, this isn't making sense.
you get my drift.
i'm worried a lot, too. too much worrying.
i'm just in such a weird mood.
all i ever want to do is lay around with gary. but at the same time i want to always be doing something. i get bored easily and my life used to be so fast-paced. and now it's just so blah.
i want him to be happier. i want me to be happier. happier isn't really the word i'm looking for, for either of us, but it's all i can think of.
friends and boyfriends do weird things to you.
ryan made me cry tonight on the phone...wow...been a long time since that has happened. but it's not really for the same reasons it always was. it was different this time.
i'm scared...everything is changing and everyone is growing up. it should be a good thing though, right??
anywho... i got my hair to look pretty again!! it looked awful for a week, i got it all bleached out. yay!
i have been at church like all day..and sang a lot. i made gary come, it was cute.
lorn makes me smile a lot!! ♥
i haven't talked to erika all weekend :(
oh, this was silly.
it's either my head, my neck, my feelings, my crying.
wait, this isn't making sense.
you get my drift.
i'm worried a lot, too. too much worrying.
i'm just in such a weird mood.
all i ever want to do is lay around with gary. but at the same time i want to always be doing something. i get bored easily and my life used to be so fast-paced. and now it's just so blah.
i want him to be happier. i want me to be happier. happier isn't really the word i'm looking for, for either of us, but it's all i can think of.
friends and boyfriends do weird things to you.
ryan made me cry tonight on the phone...wow...been a long time since that has happened. but it's not really for the same reasons it always was. it was different this time.
i'm scared...everything is changing and everyone is growing up. it should be a good thing though, right??
anywho... i got my hair to look pretty again!! it looked awful for a week, i got it all bleached out. yay!
i have been at church like all day..and sang a lot. i made gary come, it was cute.
lorn makes me smile a lot!! ♥
i haven't talked to erika all weekend :(
oh, this was silly.