tell me, how am i going to make this right?
this is me, alone in my insecurity.
i feel sick, bloated, numb.
i came home after work at 9:00, changed into boxers and a hoodie, then went to the store and bought vegetable soup. i ate too much of it and now i want to throw up. serious. i feel so lonely. i told my parents i would stay home and do my homework tonight. to make them happy. which only leads to making me sad and lonely. OF COURSE. if only i wasn't so dependent on someone. someones, something. thing.
i havent even started on my homework yet. it's only 12:00am. i am watching a movie called Donnie Brasco. my boyfriend was supposed to call me or something. he's probably drunk by now.
i painted my nails a pretty purple tonight.
The show sounds really rockin tomorrow. Probably my three favorite local bands are playing: PARK, The Red Dress, and The Mourning After. yay
i have church in the morning.
i'm glad i got to get drunk with my lolo last night!
night kids
i feel sick, bloated, numb.
i came home after work at 9:00, changed into boxers and a hoodie, then went to the store and bought vegetable soup. i ate too much of it and now i want to throw up. serious. i feel so lonely. i told my parents i would stay home and do my homework tonight. to make them happy. which only leads to making me sad and lonely. OF COURSE. if only i wasn't so dependent on someone. someones, something. thing.
i havent even started on my homework yet. it's only 12:00am. i am watching a movie called Donnie Brasco. my boyfriend was supposed to call me or something. he's probably drunk by now.
i painted my nails a pretty purple tonight.
The show sounds really rockin tomorrow. Probably my three favorite local bands are playing: PARK, The Red Dress, and The Mourning After. yay
i have church in the morning.
i'm glad i got to get drunk with my lolo last night!
night kids