This not goodbye
What does your name mean? Knowable one
How old are you? 15
How old are you mentally (as in are you mature?)? 2?
Describe yourself in 5 words.
What are your worst qualities: the fact that i dont give up even tho i know im wrong. i alway think bad
What are your best qualities: im good at seeing things that people dont see, and ive been told that my hair is nice?
How long does it take you get get ready in the morning: 30 minuets. 15 shower 5 every thing else
~SLEEP~
Do you dream at night? some times
Do you remember your dreams? ^^
Describe one. um, i had a dream that a kid i know raped me, and i got all depresed and shit, then John's mom let us get back together becuase he was one of the few guys i trusted
What time do you go to bed usually? i get in bed around 10 but dont fall asleep untill about 11
What time do you wake up normally? 6:23 am
What time do you wake on weekends? depends
Do youfind waking late nice or annoying? its the best!
do you sleep with one pillow or two? uh, like 5 ish?
~SCHOOL~
Do you like school? its my hell hole, but it gives me something to do...so
Why/why not? i jsut dont like going. its a waste of time (even though it gives me something to do) and i never remember any of it anyways.
Whats ur fave subject? study hall, lunch, or photo
Most hated subject? all of it, tho my english and history classes are really amusing
Do you have a fave teacher? Mr. Was, Kravitz, or Mr. T
Ever had a crush ona teacher? EW!
Are you a maths/science person or an english/drama person? well, theres a lot of drama in my life, im good at some science, im good at adding and multiplication, and ive been told that im a good poet, so, i dont really know
~FRIENDS~
Do you have heaps of friends? =(
Do you have a best friend? a few
Do you have more guy friends or more girl friends? guy friends
Do you ever get annoyed at any friend? mmhm
Have you ever lied to a friend? all the time (nothing bad tho, they always ask if 'everything is ok' or 'are you ok', so even tho some times nothings wrong i just say yes)
Have you ever stolen a friends boyfriend/girlfriend? i dont really know, i mean if i have, i really havent liked the person and i didnt know, so i guess no
~FAMILY~
Do you like your parents? sometimes
Ever run away from home? most of the time i want to, but ive never really had any where to go
Ever thought about it? ^^
Do you have any siblings? two
If so, do you like or get annoyed with them? We get along most of the time
How old are they? 17 and 19
If not, do you mind being an only child? DER!
Do you feel your parents spoil you? sometimes because im the youngest...but not really
Do you not get along with any of your family? yea
Do you have big family get togethers ever? no
~Religion~
Do you have a religion? mmhm
Do you practice it i.e go to church? im forced to go to church
Do you believe in God? eh
Jesus? eh
Satan? eh
Heaven? eh
Hell? eh
If you died tomorrow what do you beleive will happen to you? i hope that i will be happy
Does death scare you? nop
~Morals~
Have you ever been drunk? almost
taken drugs? no
stolen?mmhm
shoplifted? mmhm
tried to commit suicide? kinda
Lied to a boyfriend or girlfriend? mmhm (again nothing big)
gotten into a fight? yeah
are you more innocent or guilty? people think that im really innocent when im not...so it all depends on who you ask
Would you date a drug addict? uh, he did weed, but he kinda stoped, so you tell me
have you ever had to look after someone who was a drug addict? nop
Are you racist? every one is a little bit racist, but i try not to be
Have you been a hypocrite in the past? way to much
Do you have an open or closed mind to other peoples beliefs and feelings? I like to think I'm open minded
~Media~
Do you watch tons of tv? unfortunitly
How many times have you been to the movies in the past 6 months? not that much come to think of it
Do you listne to the radio often? in the bathroon, i hate when theres no noise near me
Do you read the newspaper? nop
Do you read magazines? yeah
Are you a couch potato? unfortunitly
Do you use the internet too much? i only have 2 hours
~Music~
Whats your fave style of music? i like almost everything
Do you play an instrument? piano, guitar, drums kinda, recorder, and some day if i get better at guitar i want to play bass
Do you sing? yeah but i suck
Whats your fave band? I don't have just one
Have you met them before? =(
Name 3 cds that youve bought in that last year: Killswitch Engage, Story Of The Year, and Slipknot
Why did you buy them? Because I had money and wanted to?
~Sport~
Whats your fave sport? donno
Whats your fave sport to watch? i dont watch sports
Do you have a fave team of any sort? the Phillys
Do you play a lot of sport? with friends i guess
ever won anything for sport? nop
~perosnality~
Are you funny or serious? i try to be more funny then anything, but when i have to i can be really serious
Creative or not? eh
Are you outgoing or shy? when i dont know people im really really shy, but with people i know im really outgoing and crazy
Are you lazy or active? lazy
Have you ever been hyperactive? mmhm
Are you a naturally hyperactive person? when i want to i am, but i know how to hold it in
~Looks~
Are you happy with the way you look? Ehh.
What would you change? a lot
Do you wear makeup regularly? eyeliner
Do you have a large wardrobe? i have too many shirts
~Money~
Do you have a job? no
Do you like it? ^^
Are you a saver or a spender? spender
Do you work hard or slack off? depends
Have you ever been fired? nope
Ever had money stolen from you? not that i know of, i usualy dont have money, so theres really no point
Are you always broke? ^^
~embarassing moments~
Your all time most embarassing moment? uh, i guess, um, that time that i...oh wait...never mind, i got nothin
Ever snorted drink out your nose? probably
Ever giggled like an idiot? WAY to many times!
Ever embarassed yourself and pretedned nothing happened? again WAY to many times
Ever tripped in front of someone you liked? =)
Ever said soemthing really stupid? mmhm
Ever snorted while laughing? mmhm
Ever fallen off a bed? i fall off EVERY thing. coutches, beds, chairs, people, benches, and anything else that i sit on
Ever sleepwalked? mmhm
Ever sleeptalked? mmhm
~Memories~
Whats your best memory? when i met John (a year ago today), and any time im with him.
Worst? uh, id rather not say...
Whats the wierdest memory you have? standing at the top of my steps and just letting myself fall
Do you have a good memory? i know a lot about music and a bunch of random facts...
Whats the coolest holiday you remember having? Last Halloween...hopefully my 16th will be just as fun!
well, my dog died last night...um, yeah, other then that nothing new has happened. so im going to go nap, becuase im really tired *yawn*
<3
~Me~
After school
Walking home
Fresh dirt under my fingernails
And I can smell hot asphalt
Cars screech to a halt to let me pass
And I cannot remember
What life was like through photographs
Trying to recreate images life gives us from our past
And sometimes it's a sad song
But I cannot forget
Refuse to regret
So glad I met you
Take my breath away
Make everyday
Worth all of the pain that I have
Gone through
And mama I've been cryin'
Cause things ain't how they used to be
She said the battles almost won
And we're only several miles from the sun
Moving on down the street
I see people I won't ever meet
Think of her, take a breath
Feel the beat in the rhythm of my steps
And sometimes it's a sad song
But I cannot forget
Refuse to regret
So glad I met you
Take my breath away
Make everyday
Worth all of the pain that I have
Gone through
And mama I've been cryin'
Cause things ain't how they used to be
She said the battles almost won
And we're only several miles from the sun
The rhythm of her conversation
The perfection of her creation
The sex she slipped into my coffee
The way she felt when she first saw me
Hate to love and love to hate her
Like a broken record player
Back and forth and here and gone
And on and on and on and on