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I feel like I just got broken up with. There's nothing I can say though. No real excuse. I hardly get to go online here and I'm terrible at calling. I always have been. If I get a call though, I'll call back, but I don't expect that. Roundlake is so far away from Bethlehem, but it keeps me away from Anna, so I'm not sorry for that. By the Summer, we'll have a real place to live in a real apartment, and that should make things easier, but I don't know. I've been applying for jobs again and going to school and back in therapy and over working myself so I've stayed sick a Hell of a lot longer than I would have otherwise, but that's all my own doing. In the Summer, I'll still be overworking myself, but at least then I'll only be taking two classes, and that's just to try to make up for lost time. So I apologize to everyone I've neglected. I need to call Rachel, Victoria and CarolAnn more, and I need to get onto a computer to talk to Tony, Alex and everyone else. I need to act like a best friend should again. As for Jenny, the poor girl has been trying to see me for a while, but things have just been too hectic. I do feel bad about it. I feel awful, actually, and I wound up making myself cry but that's not helpful and there's not much I can do about it right now. I'll try to fix it in the Summer. For now, bear with me. Hopefully I'll be able to explain it all some other time. I haven't forgotten you.
This may be my last entry for a while.
This may be my last entry for a while.