It is what it is.
I'm just ugh. So my Medicaid was cancelled the first and I've been spacing my Lexapro which has led to a constant headache, and now extreme highs and lows. I am usually too even keeled, but I have been crying on and off the last 24 hours.
No more poly after our current partners are done and if they are around forever, that's fine. I did tell David feel free to continue the lifestyle without me, I just can't do it anymore and he was like "I am not going to leave you" exasperated. I love him so much. He pissed me off so much and he knew he fucked up. He has orientation and has a drug test. He will probably fail if it's a urine for marijuana but if it's a mouth swab he can pass if he doesn't partake. He was insistent on partaking. When I broke down crying last night he felt awful and we never took anything even though we bought it. He told me I needed to speak up but I did.
I'm going to nap in the car while my client does her thing in PT.
No more poly after our current partners are done and if they are around forever, that's fine. I did tell David feel free to continue the lifestyle without me, I just can't do it anymore and he was like "I am not going to leave you" exasperated. I love him so much. He pissed me off so much and he knew he fucked up. He has orientation and has a drug test. He will probably fail if it's a urine for marijuana but if it's a mouth swab he can pass if he doesn't partake. He was insistent on partaking. When I broke down crying last night he felt awful and we never took anything even though we bought it. He told me I needed to speak up but I did.
I'm going to nap in the car while my client does her thing in PT.