uh buh?
so yeah, basically...
It occured to me, I havent had a decent conversation with anyone in what feels like months, I haven't had a sit down and feel real for a while, so I don't know, I call people and they're busy or don't get it, and well, its not the same as a coffee date anyway. I wish to purchase the Lword series on dvd. I can buy it too. I'm droppin 4 figures, bitches lol I have no idea why I enjoy the little money I have but I enjoy it. Its 7am, I hope my mom gets me up before noon so I can go to the bank like a grown up [first rule of being just like a grown up, stop saying 'just like a grown up']
I dunnno. I just watched like 6 hours of queer as folk.
my gawd. yet its still not as dramatic as my life somehow, which is just silly. I've had very fluxuating moods, I hope its a change in the season. I learned a friend has really bad S.A.D. so in the winter she sleeps with a really scary looking lamp. Her gf took pics, and she looked really..nonflattering..in the light/with her face squished in demonic afterglow, but she's still really hot. <3 She promises me porn.
what else what else
shannons bday on tuesday
kateRs dad came home again tonight, he was gone for a week...it was a quiet week, minus my own stress.
I don't really have any group of friends I can just say are one kind of person...
Like I cant say OH MY STRAIGHT FRIENDS but I also can't say OH MY GAY FRIENDS... I don't feel like I have any LESBIAN friends (sorry kaiser but you play with barbies and we never chill anymore *AH-FUCKING-HEM HINT HINT*)
And logan whom I **ADORE** is a straight boy in a manner of speaking, and so I feel like I have more dudes for friends than anything, and we all know how well the average dude talks about feelings, and straight girls are like, oblivious sometimes, but everyones oblivious a lot of times. Anyway my point of post is, queer as folk is filmed in toronto. EVERYTIME I SEE "ZELDAS" IN THE SCENE I HAVE TO PAUSE IT AND TAKE A PIC WITH MY DIGICAM its like a disease!!!!!!! I KNOW EVERY PLACE IN THE BACKGROUND SHOTS! I DIE! I LIVE THERE IN MY HEART! Cept they call it the "Gaybourhood" not the "gayto" and its in pitsberg or somewhere not toronto but I see a T.T.C BUS AND ABSOLUTELY SQUEE/WIBBLE/GLOMP or whatever word collette uses to express euphoria
[I said euphoria, not ethiopia cole, pssh, collette youre black and I miss you. ps: do you know where my emo glasses are, I cant find them, and havent seen them for like 2 days after koRn which means, you went home for a day and a half and I wore them to work the next day, so...why cant I find them...I have to call my grandpa and say YO PA, DID I LEAVE EM IN YOUR GUEST ROOM WHEN I WAS READING, CAUSE THEY AINT HERE] um. halloween. wtf. ftw.
I am going to be so boring when I move out and get old you know, [will never happen] cause-I dont think I plan on traditionally celebrating christmas cause it depresses me, valentines day can bite me, halloween never did me any harm so I'll half ass it, its like oh look a precarved pumpkin shaped lamp thing oh and uh cans of chick peas [aka garbonzo beans if youre a snob]...happy halloween... *giggle* and well, thatll be fun. I AM SO EXHAUSTED AND SLEPT BETWEEN 17-21 HOURS...SO...I WASTED MY SUNDAY OFF... at least no old man stood infront of me telling me not to work during the sabbath though.
grrr old mens.
And my mom is calling me a transvestite a lot, I'm like BECAUSE OF A HAT I OWNED FOR 2 YEARS?! Shes like, NO HATS IN MY HOUSE! So I told her to enforce this new law with daniel or to not make up stupid laws.
but yeah I totally lack lesbian friends who live in the same area code as me, I'd like to do stupid lesbian stuff, theyre all dating or becoming men or scare the shit out of me with their drug problems so, what the shit.
sheriouslay. <--sean connery just stopped by apparently
anyway, peace love Empathy arright kiddos?
hope all is well with all yall.
cept I am stressy and messy and uh E.R. now stars uncle jesse. [its true john stamos is totally on there now]
It occured to me, I havent had a decent conversation with anyone in what feels like months, I haven't had a sit down and feel real for a while, so I don't know, I call people and they're busy or don't get it, and well, its not the same as a coffee date anyway. I wish to purchase the Lword series on dvd. I can buy it too. I'm droppin 4 figures, bitches lol I have no idea why I enjoy the little money I have but I enjoy it. Its 7am, I hope my mom gets me up before noon so I can go to the bank like a grown up [first rule of being just like a grown up, stop saying 'just like a grown up']
I dunnno. I just watched like 6 hours of queer as folk.
my gawd. yet its still not as dramatic as my life somehow, which is just silly. I've had very fluxuating moods, I hope its a change in the season. I learned a friend has really bad S.A.D. so in the winter she sleeps with a really scary looking lamp. Her gf took pics, and she looked really..nonflattering..in the light/with her face squished in demonic afterglow, but she's still really hot. <3 She promises me porn.
what else what else
shannons bday on tuesday
kateRs dad came home again tonight, he was gone for a week...it was a quiet week, minus my own stress.
I don't really have any group of friends I can just say are one kind of person...
Like I cant say OH MY STRAIGHT FRIENDS but I also can't say OH MY GAY FRIENDS... I don't feel like I have any LESBIAN friends (sorry kaiser but you play with barbies and we never chill anymore *AH-FUCKING-HEM HINT HINT*)
And logan whom I **ADORE** is a straight boy in a manner of speaking, and so I feel like I have more dudes for friends than anything, and we all know how well the average dude talks about feelings, and straight girls are like, oblivious sometimes, but everyones oblivious a lot of times. Anyway my point of post is, queer as folk is filmed in toronto. EVERYTIME I SEE "ZELDAS" IN THE SCENE I HAVE TO PAUSE IT AND TAKE A PIC WITH MY DIGICAM its like a disease!!!!!!! I KNOW EVERY PLACE IN THE BACKGROUND SHOTS! I DIE! I LIVE THERE IN MY HEART! Cept they call it the "Gaybourhood" not the "gayto" and its in pitsberg or somewhere not toronto but I see a T.T.C BUS AND ABSOLUTELY SQUEE/WIBBLE/GLOMP or whatever word collette uses to express euphoria
[I said euphoria, not ethiopia cole, pssh, collette youre black and I miss you. ps: do you know where my emo glasses are, I cant find them, and havent seen them for like 2 days after koRn which means, you went home for a day and a half and I wore them to work the next day, so...why cant I find them...I have to call my grandpa and say YO PA, DID I LEAVE EM IN YOUR GUEST ROOM WHEN I WAS READING, CAUSE THEY AINT HERE] um. halloween. wtf. ftw.
I am going to be so boring when I move out and get old you know, [will never happen] cause-I dont think I plan on traditionally celebrating christmas cause it depresses me, valentines day can bite me, halloween never did me any harm so I'll half ass it, its like oh look a precarved pumpkin shaped lamp thing oh and uh cans of chick peas [aka garbonzo beans if youre a snob]...happy halloween... *giggle* and well, thatll be fun. I AM SO EXHAUSTED AND SLEPT BETWEEN 17-21 HOURS...SO...I WASTED MY SUNDAY OFF... at least no old man stood infront of me telling me not to work during the sabbath though.
grrr old mens.
And my mom is calling me a transvestite a lot, I'm like BECAUSE OF A HAT I OWNED FOR 2 YEARS?! Shes like, NO HATS IN MY HOUSE! So I told her to enforce this new law with daniel or to not make up stupid laws.
but yeah I totally lack lesbian friends who live in the same area code as me, I'd like to do stupid lesbian stuff, theyre all dating or becoming men or scare the shit out of me with their drug problems so, what the shit.
sheriouslay. <--sean connery just stopped by apparently
anyway, peace love Empathy arright kiddos?
hope all is well with all yall.
cept I am stressy and messy and uh E.R. now stars uncle jesse. [its true john stamos is totally on there now]