Fires & Resumes
Working on my 4th day here in SD -
Fires were intense today - this was the second morning in my life where I've woken up to look out the window & struggle to comprehend the orange sky and red sun looking back at me. The first time was on a Greyhound bus 2 summers ago on my way through Oregon during the Biscuit fires.
Took a bike ride today out along the periphery of Mission bay. Forgot to wear my sunglasses & spent a lot of the time squinting & blinking to cope with the all the ash getting in my eyes.
Days like these are interesting - you always get that collective we're all in this together response from the community - whenever disaster or tragedy strikes on large scale levels - you just feel it all around you. plus things get quiet. Things were very quiet today here at my little RV resort home.
been working on the ol resume - I've got a job interview tomorrow for a job teaching dance classes to children with a mobile dance company. i had a premonition up in humboldt that part of my next lifes journeying would include doing this in some shape or fashion. I'm not sure I'll take the job if she offers it to me - depends on the pay and hours - It's hard because techically my sole priority in life right now should be bringing in as much income as humanly possible for the next 6 months or so while I'm hanging with my dad - but a lot of the job opportuites that I'm interested in for my own personal growth & relevant resume building experience doesn't really seem to align with that goal - theres a shocker - could've predicted that one Moose. We'll see how i work it all out.
Been dreaming something awful - every night - epic - long - involving people from all walks of my life - popping up here & there. Stuff is moving in me in very deep ways right now & I'm not even sure what to expect from it all. I spent part of yesterday in an unrelinqueshible funk subject to random bouts of tears and an absoulte inability to show any patience at all for dealing with my fathers irradicate energy flows and communication patterns.
Feeling better all in all today though. gonna keep workin on that ol resume
Fires were intense today - this was the second morning in my life where I've woken up to look out the window & struggle to comprehend the orange sky and red sun looking back at me. The first time was on a Greyhound bus 2 summers ago on my way through Oregon during the Biscuit fires.
Took a bike ride today out along the periphery of Mission bay. Forgot to wear my sunglasses & spent a lot of the time squinting & blinking to cope with the all the ash getting in my eyes.
Days like these are interesting - you always get that collective we're all in this together response from the community - whenever disaster or tragedy strikes on large scale levels - you just feel it all around you. plus things get quiet. Things were very quiet today here at my little RV resort home.
been working on the ol resume - I've got a job interview tomorrow for a job teaching dance classes to children with a mobile dance company. i had a premonition up in humboldt that part of my next lifes journeying would include doing this in some shape or fashion. I'm not sure I'll take the job if she offers it to me - depends on the pay and hours - It's hard because techically my sole priority in life right now should be bringing in as much income as humanly possible for the next 6 months or so while I'm hanging with my dad - but a lot of the job opportuites that I'm interested in for my own personal growth & relevant resume building experience doesn't really seem to align with that goal - theres a shocker - could've predicted that one Moose. We'll see how i work it all out.
Been dreaming something awful - every night - epic - long - involving people from all walks of my life - popping up here & there. Stuff is moving in me in very deep ways right now & I'm not even sure what to expect from it all. I spent part of yesterday in an unrelinqueshible funk subject to random bouts of tears and an absoulte inability to show any patience at all for dealing with my fathers irradicate energy flows and communication patterns.
Feeling better all in all today though. gonna keep workin on that ol resume