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*~Well today was another crazy day!!!! another drama filled day with brown....... i know i shouldn't continue with things with him but it's hard when u really like a guy it's hard to just drop it. we were texing in class today and well he starts off by saying its over and i tell him o really why and he tells me cuz i dont like him anymore but he just wants to hear me say it so i told him yea u know i do like u but u dont then he tells me" how can u say that u know how i feel "but i ended up telling him if u really liked me the way u say u do u wouldn't have a gf. it took him awhile to respond and he said i was right.....shouldn't that tell me that it's done now why continue with him if he is never gonna give up with his gf but i still dont know why he keeps trying with me when i tell him there is nothing going to happen between me and him cuz of staci. anyways we got into this conversation all day and well it hasn't ended yet so i don't know what to do right now. for awhile everything was all over but he always has to start it again saying i miss u and that he doesn't want to just drop "us". i really ended up liking this guy and i know he does to but he cant part with staci yet and he expects me to wait or just have both of us like he can be with her and i will be just the girl he messess around with but i think we all know that i won't do that it makes me look bad and that just makes me feel stupid. there is also this guy "parkland"(jasmin once agian u know but if u forgot then i will tell u later) well he is the nicer guy but is going out with the manly looking girl. thats a long story i will tell u later i g2g now bye!!!!!!!!!!!!!~*