*~I DON'T EVEN KNOW~*
*~hi everyone!!!!!!!!! well OMG!!!!! jasmin is not single and i really think she has a good bf who will treat her soooooo good and yea i can tell this girl is happy cuz when i first saw her today she had the biggest smile in the world and it wasn't for just a few seconds it was all day : ) i'm VERY happy for u sweetie!!!!!! STACY i haven't talked to u in such a long time and i promise once i finish being grounded i will call u cuz we have stuff to talk about i know that for sure!!!!! and Kendra we really do need to talk cuz it has been forever!!!!!!!!! um...... about "brown" well he is back together with his sometimes gf AHHHHHHHHH it gets me mad cuz he tells me that hes not w/ her and he tells jess he is not with her and then today i see them holding hands and he looks at me and it just kills me : ( but what can i do i brought this upon myself so i guess i have to deal with it and well jasmin ur right i think i am just his booty call lol (its a funny word) but if he is gonna be playing stupid games with me well i can do it too!!!!! haha but for reals it sux cuz i really started to like this guy and he told me he liked me and i felt it wasn't true and so i didnt want to say i like u too and feel stupid but then i ended up saying it and look what happens.....i'm happy that all my friends have a realationship right now and have someone but now it makes me feel alone haha but yea i want a bf now. everyone kept telling me its my turn and well jess tells me i have my pick right now but these guys aren't the ones i like the guy i like i cant get right now and AHHHHH i hate it well i guess u want what u can't have right??~*