Another Lazy Sunday
I think.
LOL
I'm kinda feeling, in the middle, between doing ok and not.
Drill weekend and the new rumor is April.
I'm fine with that. It'll suck, especially being right before all the birthdays...but what can you do? It'll be ok. I'll accomplish what I want and things will be better afterwards.
I am worrying about a friend's decision. Because of my personal inability to accept certain behavior in a relationship, I am worried she will be accepting or forgiving of it and later down the road be regretful of it.
I have been the fool before and would never allow it to happen to me again, it is unforgiveable, to me.
And when you drag children along into your web of deceit, that makes it all the more unjustifiable.
The grass may seem greener, but if you have already committed yourself and spun a tale of a future, I'm just gonna stop, because I'll get angry all over again.
As stated in another's entry, had dinner Friday night with a friend. I think the only thing that may have changed from the onset to the conclusion is I hold them more dear. I am blessed.
It had been SO long since I'd been out I didn't even look at the time, and then my phone acted up and didn't ring until I was already later than I had said. But because of the company I was with, no one really cared, they just wanted to make sure I was ok because it was getting foggy...and later than I said I'd be. OOPS. LOL
The weather is wearing me down. As it gets warmer, I get slower, and I don't like feeling so sloth-like.
I've got SO many things I want/need to do and nothing is getting anywhere. Everytime I plan the next days' chores...I get up, it's 70's and I'm blah.
If we could have another week or so of low 60's even, I think I might accomplish more.
This is funny. I have told myself I'm going to Christmas shop as early as...............................now. I want to buy at least one thing a month for 4 people.
I kill myself I'm so funny.
I have set my ebay notifications accordingly and have already put 4 different items on my watch list so we'll see if I can pull it off. I have 21 days to buy the first 4.
Looks like that UA position at the Reserve Center is panning out. I'm relieved but nervous that he'll be responsible for the careers of so many reservists. I remember how much pressure Maggie was under when she was doing it and how everyone was on top of her with questions and demands. I hope he can handle it.
Push comes to shove, I'll apply for UA assistant and work part time. Bwaaaaahahahahahahahahahaha.
I'd kill him.
I couldn't be with him that many hours in the day. I love him, but uh - no.
Maybe if I was in a different office. Maybe.
Had dinner last night with Howe. Shelby has such a crush on him. He is absolutely adorable...and funny. He's a talkative little booger, too. Yikes!
He started to not feel well and we told him he could come out here to stay rather than drive back to Columbia but he said he didn't have everything he'd need to do that. He called and said he made it home ok and was feeling a little better. We all think it was the food at drill he ate for lunch.
YUCK!
My parents being so supportive of Jamie and the military in general said that should he not have a place to stay next time, he always has a room at their house. They'd be willing to put up 5 if need be.
My goal for today...and it's already near noon...is to finish laundry and actually play my PS2 game they bought me for Christmas. I haven't touched it. I've never played a PS2 game in my life. All the other games make me dizzy but these are Atari classics so I should be ok, it's just a matter of getting the controls and buttons down.
They have leftovers from last night, so I don't have to put anything together.
Where are my leftovers you ask? Hmmmmmm...we went to Kyoto's, there AREN'T any leftovers for me, ever!! I eat everything but the rice. Soup, TWO salads, extra appetizer shrimp, vegetables, shrimp and scallops. I'm full. Not uncomfortable full, just enough full. Like when we go to T's. I am an eating machine. Someday I'm going to need Trimspa.
My other goals for sometime in the coming week or 2 is to make sure I can still hook up and record from my video camera and tape it. I'd like to get some video of around here and send it to Karen so she can see a little about where she's coming.
Yup.
My ears are pissing me off. I wore earrings around November 11 and they were fine. I tried putting earrings in again a month later and the right hole had closed in the back, there was a little flap of skin that formed and I had to force the earring through. And then they BOTH hurt. I wore earrings last night and they're BOTH sore again today. Now, here's the weird part. My ears are double pierced and I haven't put anything in my second holes for a few years but yet I can put earrings in them no problem!
Bizarre.
So - how boring is this.
Nothing creative or poetic to say. There's nothing inspiring me.
Crap.
LOL
I'm kinda feeling, in the middle, between doing ok and not.
Drill weekend and the new rumor is April.
I'm fine with that. It'll suck, especially being right before all the birthdays...but what can you do? It'll be ok. I'll accomplish what I want and things will be better afterwards.
I am worrying about a friend's decision. Because of my personal inability to accept certain behavior in a relationship, I am worried she will be accepting or forgiving of it and later down the road be regretful of it.
I have been the fool before and would never allow it to happen to me again, it is unforgiveable, to me.
And when you drag children along into your web of deceit, that makes it all the more unjustifiable.
The grass may seem greener, but if you have already committed yourself and spun a tale of a future, I'm just gonna stop, because I'll get angry all over again.
As stated in another's entry, had dinner Friday night with a friend. I think the only thing that may have changed from the onset to the conclusion is I hold them more dear. I am blessed.
It had been SO long since I'd been out I didn't even look at the time, and then my phone acted up and didn't ring until I was already later than I had said. But because of the company I was with, no one really cared, they just wanted to make sure I was ok because it was getting foggy...and later than I said I'd be. OOPS. LOL
The weather is wearing me down. As it gets warmer, I get slower, and I don't like feeling so sloth-like.
I've got SO many things I want/need to do and nothing is getting anywhere. Everytime I plan the next days' chores...I get up, it's 70's and I'm blah.
If we could have another week or so of low 60's even, I think I might accomplish more.
This is funny. I have told myself I'm going to Christmas shop as early as...............................now. I want to buy at least one thing a month for 4 people.
I kill myself I'm so funny.
I have set my ebay notifications accordingly and have already put 4 different items on my watch list so we'll see if I can pull it off. I have 21 days to buy the first 4.
Looks like that UA position at the Reserve Center is panning out. I'm relieved but nervous that he'll be responsible for the careers of so many reservists. I remember how much pressure Maggie was under when she was doing it and how everyone was on top of her with questions and demands. I hope he can handle it.
Push comes to shove, I'll apply for UA assistant and work part time. Bwaaaaahahahahahahahahahaha.
I'd kill him.
I couldn't be with him that many hours in the day. I love him, but uh - no.
Maybe if I was in a different office. Maybe.
Had dinner last night with Howe. Shelby has such a crush on him. He is absolutely adorable...and funny. He's a talkative little booger, too. Yikes!
He started to not feel well and we told him he could come out here to stay rather than drive back to Columbia but he said he didn't have everything he'd need to do that. He called and said he made it home ok and was feeling a little better. We all think it was the food at drill he ate for lunch.
YUCK!
My parents being so supportive of Jamie and the military in general said that should he not have a place to stay next time, he always has a room at their house. They'd be willing to put up 5 if need be.
My goal for today...and it's already near noon...is to finish laundry and actually play my PS2 game they bought me for Christmas. I haven't touched it. I've never played a PS2 game in my life. All the other games make me dizzy but these are Atari classics so I should be ok, it's just a matter of getting the controls and buttons down.
They have leftovers from last night, so I don't have to put anything together.
Where are my leftovers you ask? Hmmmmmm...we went to Kyoto's, there AREN'T any leftovers for me, ever!! I eat everything but the rice. Soup, TWO salads, extra appetizer shrimp, vegetables, shrimp and scallops. I'm full. Not uncomfortable full, just enough full. Like when we go to T's. I am an eating machine. Someday I'm going to need Trimspa.
My other goals for sometime in the coming week or 2 is to make sure I can still hook up and record from my video camera and tape it. I'd like to get some video of around here and send it to Karen so she can see a little about where she's coming.
Yup.
My ears are pissing me off. I wore earrings around November 11 and they were fine. I tried putting earrings in again a month later and the right hole had closed in the back, there was a little flap of skin that formed and I had to force the earring through. And then they BOTH hurt. I wore earrings last night and they're BOTH sore again today. Now, here's the weird part. My ears are double pierced and I haven't put anything in my second holes for a few years but yet I can put earrings in them no problem!
Bizarre.
So - how boring is this.
Nothing creative or poetic to say. There's nothing inspiring me.
Crap.