There are very few things better in the world than feeling like you have a fresh start. Even if you know it may not last, it's an amazing feeling. Rebirth and a clean slate.
That's something theatre as taught me very well. I may be fed of and annoyed with building and painting this show now. But in two weeks we'll be striking it and I'll be able to start a new project. And there is nothing more refreshing than that.
It's one of those things that I'm slowly realizing about myself I guess. Maybe this journey hasn't been just a spiritual one, but one of self exploration. I wouldn't doubt it. And now with a fresh beginning, I can continue without hinderance.