A beginning (again) and an end
I knew it was only a matter of time...
Keith and I are back "together" again. Pshhhh. Whatever that means. One day soon I really do need to get a hold of myself and walk away for good. It's just so hard after having such a great night together like we did on Tuesday. I think there is a small part in both of us that secretly likes all the fighting and breaking up, because it makes making up so much better. That's kind of sick though, isn't it?
My grandma died Monday night. I was able to see her two days before she passed, and yet that didn't make it any easier. She wasn't only my grandma, but a close friend. We spent countless days together just talking about everything. Everyone knew she was dying, but no one expected it so soon. It's nice having my whole, huge family gathered together for the holiday though. The older I get, the more amazed I am at the love that keeps us all bonded together. Above all, I know my grandma is in Heaven with her two favorite men: God and my grandpa. My grandparents are now continuing their love story in the best of settings. I know she's happier, but for selfish reasons, I wish she were still here.
Keith and I are back "together" again. Pshhhh. Whatever that means. One day soon I really do need to get a hold of myself and walk away for good. It's just so hard after having such a great night together like we did on Tuesday. I think there is a small part in both of us that secretly likes all the fighting and breaking up, because it makes making up so much better. That's kind of sick though, isn't it?
My grandma died Monday night. I was able to see her two days before she passed, and yet that didn't make it any easier. She wasn't only my grandma, but a close friend. We spent countless days together just talking about everything. Everyone knew she was dying, but no one expected it so soon. It's nice having my whole, huge family gathered together for the holiday though. The older I get, the more amazed I am at the love that keeps us all bonded together. Above all, I know my grandma is in Heaven with her two favorite men: God and my grandpa. My grandparents are now continuing their love story in the best of settings. I know she's happier, but for selfish reasons, I wish she were still here.