Light...

[moosamoosa]

So, after church, which was really cool, but with no free food, Ryan and I went over to Marissa's house. I went over there to appologize, so that's what I did. I knocked on her door and her mother answered. I asked for Marissa and when she came to the door, I said, "I'm sorry" and she asked, "Just in general?" and I said "yea" and then I left. I was so proud. But I felt like something was missing in my fufilled mission, so I texted her saying I wanted to tell her two things and then I would leave her alone: The reason that I did what I did was because I am 100% in love with her and that what hurt the most is the fact that when things got tense she showed no initiative in finding a solution. I am relatively confident that I did the right thing. I don't know though. It was funny, she didn't seem to care at all when I stopped by, which really hurt. She's never going to know how I feel in this situation, and that's good for her. Oh well, I guess I am done with that part of my life.

The door is still closed....

Jessica didn't like church. I don't see why. Oh well. Her friend Aaron was like 5feet flat. I could so take him. HA!