May 03, 2007 00:03
I have friends, and they are good ones, and that is why the me stays together, even when the rest feels to be falling apart
everything is bleeping changing right now. and a few things are quite troubling/scary/sad. but i think i'm mostly okay.
Apparently I smoke when I know that drinking will put me in the wrong mood but i crave *something* self-medicating. Gross. Why inhale burning leaves that won't make you high? At the very least, it makes you pace your breathing i guess... which tonight I needed