So lately I just can't seem to stop thinking of my ex lover lol. I go to bed thinking of him and wake up and he atleast runs through my head when I wake up. Through out the day when I'm at school atleast one person bring his name up and my heart still races because I get excited. I think the problem is that I really didn't have the closure I wanted ( Read more... )

So Senior Year so far has been Crazzy! I've was in love and have fallen out of love with someone whom I loved more than anything in this world. My friends are the best, because no matter what they are there. I am also kind of screwed because due to a trip that I thought would be one of the BIGGEST high lights of my year, screwed me over so I have 5 ( Read more... )

OK so I have never ever hurt so much in my life as I do right now. It feels like my heart wripped out and just stomped on. It sucks so much. I'm trying so hard to be happy but it just isn't working. I'm back to square one same place last year....DEPRESSED....once again yippee. I just lost something that I tresured with all of my heart. I just gotta ( Read more... )

So yah my best christmas present that I could have ever gotten I got BUB came home for christmas!!!! I was so excited. I came back from the wrestling meet at Bishop Hendricken and was going to bed when Eddie called me and told me that his dad forgot to come and get him at the movie theaters and asked if I could take him home.....I said yes and when ( Read more... )

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WTF???????

I am going NUTS!!!!!!!!!! so last night on Laguna Beach something that Chase said about boys is sssssooooo ture, it was like HELLO it is ture!!! But anway lol......COLLEGE STUFF BLOWS, I WANT TO SHOOT MYSELF!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! but its all good.

Nosey Survey ( Read more... )

The Can's ( Read more... )

OK so life is better..............

I know what I am going to do now, and thank you to some wonderful people with some wonderful advice, Cassie, Kay, and Riane. I am going to go with my heart and like Riane said and live today.

So I leave Tuesday for Illinois and I bought a dress not a dressie dress but a cute little dress for the graduation. ( Read more... )

Ok so the whole follow your heart thing is ssssssoooooo hard. I know what I want but I'm not sure what to think. I want to follow my heart and what its saying to me now but what if I don't really want what I want. Be ture to yourself and thats what I need to do. GGGAAAHHHHHHHHHHH. I'm so glad Cassie there for me to talk to. ( Read more... )