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This weekend things were a little better. I had planned a dinner party on friday and invited Josh. Well he ignored me for two days...then on Thursday night he sent me a txt saying he was coming. Although I was happy he was not still so mad he was ignoring me I was a little irritated that he ignored me in the first place. I mean I feel like giving someone the silent treatment is a little immature but I guess I was also behaving pretty badly this weekend. Anyways dinner went pretty well Elizabeth cooked this really good chicken parmesean and pasta and we had wine. About 10 people showed up so it was pretty nice. During the course of the night I ended up talking to Josh and things were a little akward but I felt like he might be willing to give me a second chance. We came back over to the house I am petsitting for and watched tv together. it was nice. Then we had this serious talk about relationships. He pretty much said he is definately going to CA. tHat kind of bothers me. before preet I would have been like, oh who cares lets just have fun and when if we are still together then we will work it out. but after preet I am much more cautious about getting attatched to people. Its not like i feel like every relationship has to be that serious but i don't really feel like starting another doomed reltionship. This is so frustrating. Why can't I just meet a guy I like w/o any complications?? Anyways we never really reached any conclusions on the whole relationship talk. During the day we went to Stone mountain and walked up the mountain. It was pretty nice. We took bottle of wine and drank it at the top. It was nice sitting there, talking, looking at everything from really high. Then we walked down the mountain, in the dark. I was a tiny bit buzzed and was wearing a blanket but surprisingly didnt fall! All in all it was pretty good. Today I have been very busy working on my french homework. I just finished my composition and I am taking a quick break before I get started on studying for the quiz. I really don't like French. I am also housesitting and the dog i'm taking care of is really annoying. it also sucks having to sleep in a strange house by myself so I brought Austin here tonight to keep me company. Anyways i'm off to bed...if anyone has any advice on starting doomed relationships please let me know...I cant seem to figure out what to do!