Nov 30, 2006 12:55
Today I was sitting in my room doing some classwork before I went to bed. Then all of a sudden I just get hit by that mack truck of rage again and I start chucking shit left and right and punching random walls. This of course is nothing new for those of you who have known my long enough or have even lived with me for some time. But usually there is a reason for my burst of rage, this outburst took me some time to find the reason though. It wasn't like the other times when everything just hit me at once. This reason has been slowly snowballing for a year or so now. It has slowly been getting bigger and bigger and its because of God or Fate or whatever you want to call it. The reason is life....it doesn't make any fucking sense at all. Why do the people who do good things and don't intentionaly try to cross others keep getting pissed on while nothing happens to the other group. WTF is that shit. I mean I have met people who have done some pretty fucked up shit to either me or others and nothing happens to them. Most of the time they seem happier then me. HAS THE WHOLE FUCKING WORLD GONE MAD!!!! How can we live in a place that is so unjust. Awwwwww, I am so pissed off and I don't know why, I do but it's just simply to many things to talk about all at once. Oh well fuck it all....just fuck it all.