Oct 26, 2005 14:29
day three without the sweet husband man. i've been very reflective. i've been reading. i've been doing my homework. i've been attempting to eat better. i've been doing my pilates like a good girl. i've been getting a decent amount of sleep. but i'm lonely. and it's okay. it's a good thing to miss your husband. it's a good thing. it's a good thign to be productive while he is away also, which is why i jsut cleaned the house. i called hannah. i'm listening to my mix cd from the other day. later on i may go out and pick weeds in my flowerbed. it's a beautiful day. i'm exhausted though. i just feel alone and like i shouldn't speak. i haven't spoken much in the past few days. i think i might just lose my voice if i dont' use it. if aislin weren't here i doubt i would speak at all. is that pathetic? eh, whatever. i'm going to miss candice if i dont' run out there now. yay for divine design. :)