Jul 06, 2006 08:44
You know what I realized something this morning about my post last night. I am not crazy for this still being hard and I am not wrong for thinking its weird that he ready to talk about getting married again so soon. IT IS WEIRD. No one should want to get married that bad especially not someone who is going to be a self proclaimed bad husband. I mean he and I talked about marriage up until a few days after we broke up. I still have a year and a half on her and their relationship, and we broke up right before we were going to "start our life". Granted he was drtinking a lot. I do believe that if circumstances had been different and he hadn't cheated on me that final time, we'd probably till be together and I'd be living in Richmond. However, it worked out for the best. I didn't waste my life on somene who couldn't treat me the way I deserved. Even if he is now treating someone else the way I deserved. But again, I have every right to be upset. I am not over him and it's fine. I probably won't ever completely get over him. I know i am obsessive but ahh well.