Apr 23, 2007 09:10
I don't think that anyone is reading this, but I'll just post it anyway
chapter 2
Will there ever be a time….
The constant beep of the machine, pulled her into reality creating a headache, making her eyes open very slow, the light of the sun, making hard to see him, making her eyes close, suddenly the light was blocked and the woman made her way to him, every thing was blurry, as her eyes still where getting used to the light and the tears that kept on running the women hand gently stroke his, she could feel his soft skin on his, somehow a smile seemed to spread across his lips, making the women give a deep sigh.
I know you are sour. But it’s been a while and no one as moved, everybody is frozen in time. Every one seems to be living in this hospital, just waiting for both of you to come to life, to makes us smile once more…
One tear starts rolling from her eyes, making the way from her cheeks, into his hand. She didn’t mind anymore, she had to let it all out, the pain that kept growing inside her chest was too much to keep inside, so without stopping herself, she kept going…
I know we didn’t start with the right foot, that I judge someone that was in so many ways like me, strong, stubborn and willing to face anyone for one person that you barely knew. I know people put a lot of fire between you and her, but, although I might not say it, I envy her because she believed in you and you loved her more than anyone was willing to admit even the both of you. You share the kind of love that is meant to last, sure it may come physically strong, but emotionally you both where stronger, just remember……. united we stand divided we fall.
She still wouldn’t open her eyes, it would hurt to much to look around and realize that there was nothing she could do, as the memories came crawling back to her, making her wish that nothing was real, that he wasn’t hearing those words…
I also know that life wasn’t easy for you, nothing was ever given or granted, that is way you did the best you could, to not let anything slip away, that need to control everything and the thing I’m more impressed, letting her go, so she could learn with her mistakes, I’m proud of you but you got to wake up soon, there is a life waiting for you, there are people waiting for you, please come back… she couldn’t stop the tears from falling harder, and stronger…
You know we always wanted a son, that was like mine and Sandy’s character, I know we have Seth, but he is the part ironic, sacarms, joke part of me and Sand , he his the “normal kid” with the normal parents that got almost everything he wanted, except the older brother that he deserve. That is you, I know even he doesn’t say it that both of them admire you as a brother and as a son. I know this isn’t easy but I got to ask you, are you going to wake up soon, the doctors say you have been dreaming and that you can listen to us as we talk to you… I wish this was easier, this wasn’t meant to happen, why the both of you…. So I just wanted you to know that I’m thankful for sending me to rehab last year, and that we are here for you, you are family and we could never let you go…. Just as she stopped talking, she could hear the machine miss a beat, like he was holding his breath after she had spoken..
In the other room there was only silence, one sobbing red headed woman, cries by the bed side as one hand rests on her shoulder, she slowly turns around, holding the two persons that had come to her. They all breakdown into one helpless cry, for the first time in almost 4 years that were acting like a family, but a family with less one member, as her body lay there in the bed next to them, she always seemed so strong, sure she was the best of both of her parents, stubborn, strong liker her mother but with her fathers heart.
They couldn’t stop crying for the daughter that lied there so weak, for the sister that she was meant to be. But right now no one knew how to be strong, no one cared what the world would think of them, they were a family sure one strange family as there was one mother, two sisters that missed the third sister, one father that missed his daughter, while trying to comfort the other one.
They surround her, every one with her gaze in her fragile frame, breathing as the machine kept beeping, the tears falling from their eyes, the fear and the lump across their throats, making them dread every moment. Making them wish this was all just a dream, one awful nightmare…
Then for a second the beep stopped, their breath was on hold and no one deared to speak, just silent tears runned free, and the tension disappear when the beat return, constant again….
once again chapter 2