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ron white speaks many truthful things
the idea of a double chin scares me
i need to be unhappy again. i really do.
jajaja, maybe I am a litttlleeee mental
running really does make you happy. its amusing. i also should be sleeping, and i cant beacuse i decided to facebook, and it led me into stupid places, and then all of the sudden i am here in this funk,
not really a funk, just a painful wave of nostolgia for nothingness
i really am trying hard to sleep. but i have nothing to really dream.
although yesterday i dreamed of pirates, and cake and guns
i have not had a nightmare in 2 months (besides a small nightmare this weeked)
blooddyy hell. i hope it stays this way. i really do. maybe i willl lose this fear of sleeping.
and maybe i will stop eating
in a good way i mean
ah yes. there we go. the eyes are closing. the mind is slwing down, my heart slow. ease it all out on ths green couch.
live in the now.
i am trying.