Dec 17, 2005 16:04
I've been at this stupid thing for almost 5 hours, and somehow the length of my paper has decreased by one page. How is that even possible? DUMB! I think and think and write and write and I'm seriously going nowhere. I hate that stupid class and the fact that this damn thing is worth 40% of our grade. I hate that I feel like my brain isn't working. And I especially hate that THERE ARE SOME OF YOU OUT THERE WHO ARE ALREADY DONE WITH FINALS!!! I ENVY YOU ALL! I'm supposed to be done with this thing in an hour. That was the time limit I set for myself and all the other crap that I have to get done. Only 5 more pages left. 5 pages in one hour. I don't think I'm going to be able to finish. Everything keeps distracting me...other people, msn, my thoughts in general, and especially the fact that I'm working on a computer, hence the temptation to quit writing my paper and write something like, say, a journal entry. Also dumb. This is seriously going to be the worst paper that man has ever read. My thoughts are so disjointed and my paper is strongly lacking in transitions. But, what can you do? I only have an hour left. So I'd better quit this and get back to work, or I'll hate myself for all of eternity.
Oh yeah, and I started studying for chemistry, and I seriously feel like I don't know anything. I feel so retarded. I hate myself.