Winter retreat in Arnold
Last night we had worship and I felt that I could not get to a place of worship. I have to ask myself why? What is hindering me? Part of me thinks I can't as if I'm not worthy. Or is it I'm to in barrest but then I have to ask of what? I get so frustrated and depresed like everyone has this relationship with God but I can't connect. Why? Why can't I just lean on God? What's wrong with me what is the block in my way?