May 20, 2004 22:01
so i was in bed, trying to fall asleep... but there is way too much stuff on my mind right now. i won't be asleep for hours more.
a friendship that has been kinda shaky lately has just been dealt a firm blow by people with whom i don't even associate... and i think it may well be destroyed. it was really a great friendship, too- we talked about important stuff, shared secrets, and had a LOT of laughs. i sincerely hope this whole thing blows over and people stop gossipping and, worse, believing gossip. man, it would really suck to lost such a cool friend.
i'm looking forward to banquet tomorrow night- my dress makes me look soooo white, though! but, as valerie found out... i'd rather be kinda white than "fake-tan." it just scares me.
why can't life be like the movies? i've asked this question sooo much, but i really want to know. mine better be...
gosh, i have a lot of crap on my mind! so this guy i like... man, do i like him. it's crazy. but i probably won't see him over the summer... and he's the kinda guy that, if you don't hang around him, he'll move on to someone else and forget about you. (but do i really want a guy like that anyway?) yes, i think i do. actually, i'll take any guy. (no, not really!)
shell made my hair all crinkly and wavy today... i was in the shower for 34 minutes washing the spray out. it did look good, though!
3 days of going to school left! tomorrow i go from 8:30 to 12:50... monday i don't have to go, tuesday is 8:30 to sometime during 7th... and wednesday is 10:30 to 12:50, then the parking space auction, then eating out with the new tech assistants.
"someone please call a surgeon!" :-(
"emotional girls should all wear mood rings."
"isn't it romantic...?"
i have so much i want to say but i don't want to type it... for all the world to see...
"they will see us waving from such great heights..." hey i can't wait to make our DUCT TAPE SKIRTS! mine's gonna have belt loops...
gosh i hate naturally pretty people! and i hate being jealous of naturally pretty people... and i want my marcy to come home because i have no one with whom i can talk! :-(
and i reeeeeeeally want to go swimming! at mrs. hervey's house, guys? yes, yes. IN OUR TOGAS!
alright, even though i can't sleep... i'm gonna go. maybe i'll add pics to my photobucket thing. MAYBE... (ooh the suspense!)...
-tib