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so a new year has started and im liking it so far. it really hasnt been hard work yet. watch.. i probably jinxed it. =P whatever. i dont care anymore. little things have just been passing right by me. i just dont care. and i dont know if thats a good thing or a bad thing yet. all i know is that im going to try and have a better year than last year. last year would have been a really shitty year if it wasnt for chris. and right now i probably would go crazy if i didnt have him in my life. no this isnt going to turn into a "omg i love my boyfriend" type entry. just one that shows how much i apprieciate that we both hate people and the stupid things. he might complain a little more than i do but thats okay because i dont mind listening. its kinda what i do best. every friend ive had ive told them that they can come to me for anything. and its still true. it will always be true. my sister says its because im too nice and that i cant say no. and shes right. i do have a hard time saying no. i like helping out. i always have been the responsible one. even if its not my responsibility, ill probably do it anyway, just because i want to or it needs to be done anyway. and tonight is an example of still being the good person i am even though i was furious at my mom. she said something that really hurt me and i still went shopping for her anyway. i really need to stop saying yes.
well a little off subject.. its sleep time because i commute to school.. which means i have to wake up 4 hours before class starts in order to get there on time instead of the 4 minutes that people who dorm need. so goodnight.
well a little off subject.. its sleep time because i commute to school.. which means i have to wake up 4 hours before class starts in order to get there on time instead of the 4 minutes that people who dorm need. so goodnight.