I want the days back when school was fun. I want the days when I learned for the desire to learn. But I can't bring myself to think that way, because I'm paying for this education and they're measuring it numbers and grades. Essentially, I'm paying to be graded. I'm paying to be analyzed on a number scale. I'm paying so other people can think I've ( Read more... )

So I feel like crap today.

It's this weird annoying empty feeling that's swirling around in my gut and won't leave me alone. I swear, it almost feels like I don't know who I am or like I'm not part of this world. I just - it's not a very nice feeling.