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what is it about this great fishbowl?
orangutangs and fish and ohhh plentiful sharks?
you know the sharks are very proud of their teeth
different metaphors
really when it comes down to it everything is realated and at the same time it means nothing.
its all from a personal perspective.
i guess if you cant understand then you understand the oposite
the duyality.
but the most important thing in all it that you love the good and the bad the pretty and the ugly.
for what it is worth.
for a long time i hated knowing i was a shark. i still do as aq matter of fact. that every thought of mine tears into you biteing down with such ferociousness as if only to feed and defend its intiaciable hunger. but ive come to raelize that it is nessesary for survival. even the most benign thought, say a teddy bear, could to one person mean a murderous rape involveing a stuffed animal baked in pure evil and tourure. i dont know maybe im ahead of my time. maybe we havetnt reached that pinical yet. but i do watch my thoughts. becvause i know a stray thought cant cause catastrope.. if a butterfly flaps its wings in tokyo ther vcould be an earth quake in california. do you uunderstand. CAN YOU UNDERSTAD. the ultimate anguish... im dont typeing for now. rest assured we arre all the same at different levels of undersrttanding. and someday i hope to bring you all to my level. (which isnt any better then yours (i wish to reash yours) because really we are all at different levels. indiviguals parts of the same whole. and i pity you if you think otherwise. but with love. im truely macroscopic right now.
dear andy, id like top get stones with you. hahahhaahhahahahah... wow where did that come from. well. maybe i saw someone who needs it. and maybe i can take just as much out of it.
for the record if you read through all of this, i drank 2 40> oz bottles of OE and a bottle of vintage carernet savingont or something like thqst. only then can i spit this out. otherwise i feel irresponsible. but i love you all. meaning the world.
last tidbit.
say droping a nuclear bomb. on say afganistabnn, it would be like blowing your own habnd of whit a shotgun for jerking off to much. . in essence NOT GOOD
lastly, dont be afraid of me dont downplay me dont think im insane because to the sane person there is a very fine line betteween insane and genius. i like to think im both at the same time. whats important is what you learn. and know that i have no malice. not anymore. only love.
farewell, i hope to hear from you all. and. i guess i forgot, damn drunk. but. (sober im far more coherent)
live well, be happy, never stop learning and, if you need answers im here. signed with love
DIRTY CURTIE THE PIMP MACHINE
dammit i have answers..... hah... likely so do you. we need to trade or else we are done for.
8815337 ask for jonathan. or dont. my ansers will find you regardless. the question is how long do you want to wait.
PS im drunk (but that doesnt detract from the validity of my statement
orangutangs and fish and ohhh plentiful sharks?
you know the sharks are very proud of their teeth
different metaphors
really when it comes down to it everything is realated and at the same time it means nothing.
its all from a personal perspective.
i guess if you cant understand then you understand the oposite
the duyality.
but the most important thing in all it that you love the good and the bad the pretty and the ugly.
for what it is worth.
for a long time i hated knowing i was a shark. i still do as aq matter of fact. that every thought of mine tears into you biteing down with such ferociousness as if only to feed and defend its intiaciable hunger. but ive come to raelize that it is nessesary for survival. even the most benign thought, say a teddy bear, could to one person mean a murderous rape involveing a stuffed animal baked in pure evil and tourure. i dont know maybe im ahead of my time. maybe we havetnt reached that pinical yet. but i do watch my thoughts. becvause i know a stray thought cant cause catastrope.. if a butterfly flaps its wings in tokyo ther vcould be an earth quake in california. do you uunderstand. CAN YOU UNDERSTAD. the ultimate anguish... im dont typeing for now. rest assured we arre all the same at different levels of undersrttanding. and someday i hope to bring you all to my level. (which isnt any better then yours (i wish to reash yours) because really we are all at different levels. indiviguals parts of the same whole. and i pity you if you think otherwise. but with love. im truely macroscopic right now.
dear andy, id like top get stones with you. hahahhaahhahahahah... wow where did that come from. well. maybe i saw someone who needs it. and maybe i can take just as much out of it.
for the record if you read through all of this, i drank 2 40> oz bottles of OE and a bottle of vintage carernet savingont or something like thqst. only then can i spit this out. otherwise i feel irresponsible. but i love you all. meaning the world.
last tidbit.
say droping a nuclear bomb. on say afganistabnn, it would be like blowing your own habnd of whit a shotgun for jerking off to much. . in essence NOT GOOD
lastly, dont be afraid of me dont downplay me dont think im insane because to the sane person there is a very fine line betteween insane and genius. i like to think im both at the same time. whats important is what you learn. and know that i have no malice. not anymore. only love.
farewell, i hope to hear from you all. and. i guess i forgot, damn drunk. but. (sober im far more coherent)
live well, be happy, never stop learning and, if you need answers im here. signed with love
DIRTY CURTIE THE PIMP MACHINE
dammit i have answers..... hah... likely so do you. we need to trade or else we are done for.
8815337 ask for jonathan. or dont. my ansers will find you regardless. the question is how long do you want to wait.
PS im drunk (but that doesnt detract from the validity of my statement