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I knew "God" wouldn't save her. You all want to know how I knew it? How I knew that even though half the world might pray for her, that "He" wouldn't do a damn thing about it?
BECAUSE HE DOESN'T FUCKING EXIST.
There was no one in the world that could save her, so she died. There was no miracle. There was no "plan!" She just died! If we're lucky, maybe she'll get another shot at this in her next life.
And if we're not lucky, then she's gone. Just gone. My cousin, my friend, my little sister, my love. Before she even knew the world.
Just GONE.
And I am tired of hearing people's bullshit excuses about "God." Just shut the fuck up.
I am so sick of this stupid fucking world. With all of its bullshit idiot people and all of its fucking nonsense idiot unfairness.
She shouldn't have died. It isn't fair. It isn't FAIR.
She shouldn't have DIED. Dont you hear me you stupid motherfucking "higher power?????"
Because everyone begged! She wasn't old! She wasn't evil! She was sweet and pure and innocent and genius and actually going to DO something and GO somewhere with her fucking life! She was going to make a DIFFERENCE! Even if she decided not to, she was going to LIVE and LOVE and BE HAPPY and FALL IN LOVE and HAVE CHILDREN and LOVE HER FAMILY and do SO MANY THINGS that she will NEVER get a chance to do now! NEVER! Because "YOU" took her away??? No, I don't believe that bullshit for a SECOND. "YOU" weren't there, obviously. She just DIED. And it was UNFAIR. And she was innocent and she suffered, up until the last second!! She went through all of this bullshit and misery just for it to culminate in her not making it to see the age of fucking TWENTY.
Fuck you! Fuck all of you! Fuck everything! Stupid sick fucking existence reality with all of your fucking CRAP! No one gives a shit about your idiocy! You wanna know why? Because innocent people die EVERY DAY for NO DAMN REASON. Yeah, FUCK. YOU!
BECAUSE HE DOESN'T FUCKING EXIST.
There was no one in the world that could save her, so she died. There was no miracle. There was no "plan!" She just died! If we're lucky, maybe she'll get another shot at this in her next life.
And if we're not lucky, then she's gone. Just gone. My cousin, my friend, my little sister, my love. Before she even knew the world.
Just GONE.
And I am tired of hearing people's bullshit excuses about "God." Just shut the fuck up.
I am so sick of this stupid fucking world. With all of its bullshit idiot people and all of its fucking nonsense idiot unfairness.
She shouldn't have died. It isn't fair. It isn't FAIR.
She shouldn't have DIED. Dont you hear me you stupid motherfucking "higher power?????"
Because everyone begged! She wasn't old! She wasn't evil! She was sweet and pure and innocent and genius and actually going to DO something and GO somewhere with her fucking life! She was going to make a DIFFERENCE! Even if she decided not to, she was going to LIVE and LOVE and BE HAPPY and FALL IN LOVE and HAVE CHILDREN and LOVE HER FAMILY and do SO MANY THINGS that she will NEVER get a chance to do now! NEVER! Because "YOU" took her away??? No, I don't believe that bullshit for a SECOND. "YOU" weren't there, obviously. She just DIED. And it was UNFAIR. And she was innocent and she suffered, up until the last second!! She went through all of this bullshit and misery just for it to culminate in her not making it to see the age of fucking TWENTY.
Fuck you! Fuck all of you! Fuck everything! Stupid sick fucking existence reality with all of your fucking CRAP! No one gives a shit about your idiocy! You wanna know why? Because innocent people die EVERY DAY for NO DAMN REASON. Yeah, FUCK. YOU!