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I was once 16
On a bathroom floor.
I was once 18
On a bathroom floor.
I was once 20
On a bathroom floor.
I was once 25
On a bathroom floor.
I was once so angry
I beat on concrete with a brand new crowbar.
I was once so angry
I broke bottles in the street and screamed.
I was once so angry
I picked a fight with a stranger.
I was once so angry
I broke my fist on a tree. A fence. A face.
I didn't feel,
So I destroyed myself to wake up again.
I didn't give a fuck,
So I quit trying.
I didn't know how to cope,
So I ran away.
I didn't have control,
So I let go.
I was once 26, 30, 35, 45, gone.