Sick.
Ew... I'm sick. Not as in sick minded as in my throat hurts like a biotch all wet. Hm.. interesting medafore. Vell, today was boring. AS it was I and Alissa in Mrs. Klaum's room and then Sara came. Trisha's mad at Kim for kicking her, Natalie and Mahoney might go out, Kaitlyn likes some 8th grader, and well me... I don't know. Alissa isn't letting go of the fact she thinks I like him... and I'm not even sure. Love powered by hate doesn't happen very often. Math was ok, it was easy and we didn't have that much homework. Reading all we did was read so there was nothing to it and Alissa sits next to me now. Science all we did was talk a little about some vein disease and then took notes. Health we almost finished our pamphlets and we might play bingo tomorrow.
At lunch all we did was eat and nothing interesting happened. Yeah.. nothing interesting at all.
Chorus we did some thing where we tossed a hackey sack around and I won at it. Then we did something with out feet and Kennedy won. Not like I mind. Tavares said he would never talk to me if I called him 'Manny' for reasons I can't tell you and I have permission to call Repko 'Sammy' which I plan on doing every moment I get. Which is a lot. He's in like all of my classes. English I finished my ghost part and nothing else, well I did let down my hair and took off my glasses and then everyone was telling me how different I look. Gah.
Geography was nothing special, we did some thing where I was partners with Chanelle and Andrew found out I gave him Strombergs pencil that I stole from him during Health. The boy wouldn't shut up for 45 minutes. I don't have that kind of patients.
I got home, watched T.V., then fell asleep for like three hours. I wasn't feeling good. I got up and my parents started talking about breasts and I rolled around on the floor for a little before my brother came home and we went to Wendies. We say Vou there (Er... my future Grandma, I'm marring Dominick Pelligrini... woot.) So Dave and me talked to her for a while before we came back. After I ate I found out my brother is going to be helping with C.C.D. So not only is my mother teaching it, my brother's is helping her. Great. I did my homework and then decided to come online and see if Seda was on. I haven’t talked to him in months. I take it he took Jason's death hard, but I never thought he would leave me. He's the only one I have left, well Collin and Travis are planning on coming down but that won't be anytime soon.
As the days pass I find myself thinking more and more about Rio. Not intentionally, but my mind keeps drifting over the little things we did together before I found out he was cheating on me. Just little things like how he smelled and how warm he was. And how the fucking bastard is the reason why I am what I am today, well mostly because of him. Oh well. I was nothing to him... for five years.