I Love To Hate Him.
As the title says, I love to hate him. Or I simply feel I must hate him, no matter my own feelings. (Will continue further down..)
Well today was an okay day. I went to Mrs. Klaum's room with Alissa and then everyone copied my Geography and that was AS. In math we all got frustrated and Michelle looked like she was going to stab her pen through Mrs. Klaum's head. Reading we had Mrs. Testie. Two days in a row. Jesus I can't take much more. She made me move away from Alissa and sit in the seat in front of her and kept tell me to read when I was. Fuckin' Idiot. In Science we learned that Mr. Rochon referred to someone as a 'loser' then got to know then and liked him. I ended to whole conversation with the class by saying. "Never judge a person by their plaid clothing." Enough said. In Health we got Hershey hugs and kisses and made a pamphlet.
Lunch all I did was eat my pizza, gave my salad to Mahoney, had a bite out of his sandwich, and then poured my desert on my empty plate thingy and me and Mahoney and occasionally Kelsea ate it. Chorus I finally got candy for all the stupid stuff I've done. (Shoved a pea up my nose, swallowed a quarter, got hit by 7 cars, you get the hint.)
English I got a part in A Christmas Carol and then I ended up being the ghost of 'love'. I asked Mrs. Roy if I could be the grim reaperish ghost and she said, "No, deal with your ghost." Then I called it a ninny and walked out.
Geography. Wow, ok I'm thoroughly explaining this one. All right we had Mrs. DaSilva! Woot! Mrs. Kowalzyac was absent and we had her. Thank god Testie didn't double up. Well first Venne and Neto switched so Venne was next to me. Then Andrew took the seat behind me and Venne moved one back. Then Natalie kept shoving her foot in Andrew's bum and then Andrew shoved his foot in my bum so we were uncomfortable for about 5 minutes. So we started doing out work and Alissa moved to my other side where Andrew sat before. Then, Venne, being the bright boy that he is, decided to sharpen like 8 million colored pencils and stuff. Then Neto went to sharpen his pencil and Venne tried moving him out of the way but he didn't move. So finally Kyle wraps his arms around his waist and goes to move him and me and Alissa like fall out of our chairs we were laughing so hard. After Kyle was finished he sat down and then class was like almost over. So Natalie, Andrew, Kyle, Alissa, and me were just sitting there talking for the rest of class and then the bell rang and Alissa goes "You were being nice to him." And of course, I defensively said, "I hate him. There's no more to it." I'm starting to doubt that answer now. I think there is more to it then what I said.
As the title says, I love to hate him. Or I simply feel I must hate him, no matter my own feelings. I can't forget when he did to Jessy, to all his old friends, to me, to us. It's not right him asking us for forgiveness when he doesn't deserve it. He knew what he was doing; yet he didn't do anything about it. And we're suppose to forgive and forget him just because his supposable "Best Friend" screwed around with him. I don't know. I love to hate him.
Anyways, today me and Kaitlyn were walking to the bus and I saw Repko and Michelle kiss. I'm happy for them, they seem happy.
Pushing that aside, I got home, got into my sweatshirt and sweatpants and sat down and watched T.V. For once I didn't fall asleep. I did my homework with Mahoney on the phone and then I ate. My brother was in the bathroom and he kept calling different cell phones throughout the house and when I went to pick them up he would hang up. Oy.
I took a shower and did my hair (I do it up at night but never for school..) and then just came online. I think I'm going to go watch some T.V. with Fasha.