Feb 04, 2009 19:22
Despite the new subjects being unimaginably good! Oh yes - the subjects were brilliant. After all, what's not to love about Web Page Design, Marine Science and then eventually, after being taken to a university-like facility, desktop publishing?
It's hard to enjoy those exceedingly wonderful things when you're keeled over, almost crying from pain for most of it - and unwanting, as well as knowing that doing so would subtract from, the very few class skips we're allowed to have this year before we fail. It came so suddenly, too - it was like I was completely fine, and then this screwdriver came and stabbed me in the stomach. And continued stabbing for the good part of the day.
It's... getting worse every month. I'm starting to get worried at how I'd ever manage to hold a part time job if I was trying to clean or serve someone, and then suddenly gasped, keeled over and was pretty-much rendered as useless for the duration. It's so bad that when it hits, it takes my breath away... I've tried paracetamol AND aspirin, as well as another something-or-other the school nurse gave me. But none work for a decent amount of time, and they stop long before I can take something else again. Plus, I'm worried that my blood will thin out if I have too much Aspirin, despite it working the best out of the three of them.
I know there's no way you can stop the pain completely, but this is just getting awful. I wish there was something else I could do about it... Stomach cramps suck so much; it's not even funny...
bad day,
ugh