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My day was going really well until I was alone and had time to think. I hate when I get to think about things. I don't want summer to come, I won't get to see anyone. I dont want anything to change. I wish everything could stay the same. All my senior friends I will probably never see again. Everyone else I won't see for like 3 months. I remember how bad last summer was, I never went anywhere, I don't see anyone. I'm to shy to ask people to hang out. At least with school I get to see people everyday and talk to them, and if Maroney doesnt come back next year, its going to suck. I just cant stop thinking about not talking to people, or seeing them over the summer. I take my time for granted, I put everything off, and say that there is still time, but now i realize, there isnt much time left. This is a really depressing entry, but its how I feel and I had to get it off my chest.