Does It Even Out?
Today's been a good day and in other ways not so good.
It's good in the way that Delphi is now free. Free from her tyrannical BF. OK, that's a bit harsh, I know. But I'm very proud of her. Now she can get back to being her own person. Their relationship has been rocky lately and a bit on-offish. But I'm glad she finally took a stand for herself and broke it off. I just hope he doesn't try to control her as he used to. I'm sure it won't be easy, it never really is, but I hope she's able to make the best choice for herself and not worry what he, or anyone else, wants.
It's bad in the way that I think Dad's still a little upset with me b/c I told him I planned on staying here for the summer. He told me, "You don't have my blessing." As though that would change my mind. And then Nic sounded mad on the phone too (she asked me when I was moving to SD). I figure since everyone's fighting about it I may as well stay here. And I've already got a place to stay: with Lester and Nogs. That's right! And Nogs did a great job convincing me to move in for the spring semester but Mo didn't sound too thrilled and kept telling me "we'll discuss it when you come to DC." I'm not entirely sure how she feels about the summer but I know she's not happy about the spring. I don't really care about the spring. If she doesn't want me to move out then, I won't but as far as I'm concerned, the summer is my say and it's final. And it'll be nice b/c Shannon will be here. I'm not in the mood for another long-distance relationship.
And finally, as for the email I sent to Slash...he emailed me back. I almost cried when I read it. It's the last one he'll be sending me. There wasn't any animosity in it, nothing like that...just him telling me that he still cares for me and he needs to get over me. So he's not going to email me anymore. I can understand his reasoning and I will accept it, I just miss him. Despite all the drama and anger I had toward him (and him toward me), I really do miss him. He's one of the few people that I could argue with and I would be right no matter what the situation (most of the time anyway). He was someone I really connected with. And not just me, but everyone. Mo, Dad, Nic. I mean, my sister liked him.
But as for everything else, I'm doing good. Not as worried about calc as I was...now my anxiety is concentrated on my fed gov't final on Monday. Should be interesting. Anyway, I gotta go brush my teeth. I love Taco Bueno but my breath be rancid!!! (thought you might want to know that...)
It's good in the way that Delphi is now free. Free from her tyrannical BF. OK, that's a bit harsh, I know. But I'm very proud of her. Now she can get back to being her own person. Their relationship has been rocky lately and a bit on-offish. But I'm glad she finally took a stand for herself and broke it off. I just hope he doesn't try to control her as he used to. I'm sure it won't be easy, it never really is, but I hope she's able to make the best choice for herself and not worry what he, or anyone else, wants.
It's bad in the way that I think Dad's still a little upset with me b/c I told him I planned on staying here for the summer. He told me, "You don't have my blessing." As though that would change my mind. And then Nic sounded mad on the phone too (she asked me when I was moving to SD). I figure since everyone's fighting about it I may as well stay here. And I've already got a place to stay: with Lester and Nogs. That's right! And Nogs did a great job convincing me to move in for the spring semester but Mo didn't sound too thrilled and kept telling me "we'll discuss it when you come to DC." I'm not entirely sure how she feels about the summer but I know she's not happy about the spring. I don't really care about the spring. If she doesn't want me to move out then, I won't but as far as I'm concerned, the summer is my say and it's final. And it'll be nice b/c Shannon will be here. I'm not in the mood for another long-distance relationship.
And finally, as for the email I sent to Slash...he emailed me back. I almost cried when I read it. It's the last one he'll be sending me. There wasn't any animosity in it, nothing like that...just him telling me that he still cares for me and he needs to get over me. So he's not going to email me anymore. I can understand his reasoning and I will accept it, I just miss him. Despite all the drama and anger I had toward him (and him toward me), I really do miss him. He's one of the few people that I could argue with and I would be right no matter what the situation (most of the time anyway). He was someone I really connected with. And not just me, but everyone. Mo, Dad, Nic. I mean, my sister liked him.
But as for everything else, I'm doing good. Not as worried about calc as I was...now my anxiety is concentrated on my fed gov't final on Monday. Should be interesting. Anyway, I gotta go brush my teeth. I love Taco Bueno but my breath be rancid!!! (thought you might want to know that...)