One left to go...
My last final is in seven hours and I can't sleep. I think I'm also freaking out a bit. There are just too many things on my mind at the moment and I can't seem to focus them in the direction of laying down in bed and passing out. I know I shouldn't stay up all night and I really don't want to stay up until the passing out point b/c then I'll be exhausted for the final.
I studying with John and I studying hard. However, I still feel like I don't know the material very well. I'm allowed a 3x5 card but I don't want to depend on it. I want to know the material b/c if Ravi does what I think he's going to do, the notecard isn't going to offer me very much help. Damn you, Ravi.
It's now a week from today that I get my teeth removed. Not looking forward to it. I go to Tulsa on Monday to get my teeth cleaned. Yeah...be sure and clean those 6 that are getting removed really well. I asked Spaniard if I should ask the surgeon to keep them in a jar for me. I wonder if I should make a necklace. I mean, how many people can say their baby teeth suck with them for 20 years? And just think of all the money the Tooth Fairy gypped me. You all know how much I love my quarters.
I think at this point I'm really just trying to stall as much as possible. I've been doodling but I feel like I've lost all my talent. I think it's because it's been so long since I actually sat down to draw. I just look at some of the sketches and wonder how I did something that good. Surely I didn't do that, I can barely draw a straight line now. I think I also need a bit of inspiration. I keep trying to do a sketch of someone looking over their shoulder but I have a problem doing the body. I can do the face and the front shoulder but that's about it.
I think I want to use a different medium. I really wanted to paint a mask for DangerousIdeal's present (yes...now that I have ruined the surprise!) and I had a really cool idea of how it would look. It looks really good on paper, and would probably look better if I sat down and colored it, but I don't know if I would be able to paint it and do just work. I guess I also want to wait until I move into the new apt.
I have so much to do this weekend. I need to start packing everything up. I think I'm going to take some of my stuff with me when I go to Tulsa and drop off it off at the house so I have less to move in. Of course, that also means less to decorate, but it's not as though I have a lot of furniture so it doesn't really matter, does it.
I'm really starting to ramble now b/c I'm trying to wear myself out. I don't know if you can tell....but it's not really working. Oh well, maybe I'll go ramble in Microsoft Word and see where that gets me.
I studying with John and I studying hard. However, I still feel like I don't know the material very well. I'm allowed a 3x5 card but I don't want to depend on it. I want to know the material b/c if Ravi does what I think he's going to do, the notecard isn't going to offer me very much help. Damn you, Ravi.
It's now a week from today that I get my teeth removed. Not looking forward to it. I go to Tulsa on Monday to get my teeth cleaned. Yeah...be sure and clean those 6 that are getting removed really well. I asked Spaniard if I should ask the surgeon to keep them in a jar for me. I wonder if I should make a necklace. I mean, how many people can say their baby teeth suck with them for 20 years? And just think of all the money the Tooth Fairy gypped me. You all know how much I love my quarters.
I think at this point I'm really just trying to stall as much as possible. I've been doodling but I feel like I've lost all my talent. I think it's because it's been so long since I actually sat down to draw. I just look at some of the sketches and wonder how I did something that good. Surely I didn't do that, I can barely draw a straight line now. I think I also need a bit of inspiration. I keep trying to do a sketch of someone looking over their shoulder but I have a problem doing the body. I can do the face and the front shoulder but that's about it.
I think I want to use a different medium. I really wanted to paint a mask for DangerousIdeal's present (yes...now that I have ruined the surprise!) and I had a really cool idea of how it would look. It looks really good on paper, and would probably look better if I sat down and colored it, but I don't know if I would be able to paint it and do just work. I guess I also want to wait until I move into the new apt.
I have so much to do this weekend. I need to start packing everything up. I think I'm going to take some of my stuff with me when I go to Tulsa and drop off it off at the house so I have less to move in. Of course, that also means less to decorate, but it's not as though I have a lot of furniture so it doesn't really matter, does it.
I'm really starting to ramble now b/c I'm trying to wear myself out. I don't know if you can tell....but it's not really working. Oh well, maybe I'll go ramble in Microsoft Word and see where that gets me.