pasta & sauce

[mooncyclegodess]

I'm sitting at my desk
the laundry is spinning
I'm eating pasta with sauce
trying to sort out what it is I am doing
what it is I am working toward again
and why is it
I have such a hard time believing
I can be happy?

you overwhelm me
I don't think I realized
how rare it has been for me
to relax and trust that my partner can support me

I appreciate you love
god how I appreciate you