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two nights ago, standing on a bar stool, i shouted the following: "tell the one about where you can suck your own dick!"
then i sat down and turned to bowen, "if he doesn't tell it now he's gonna make me look like an asshole."
yes, bowen, i know. i already look like an asshole.
not terribly sure if i'm embarrassed.
what i do know is i am terrifically unprepared for this staff meeting.
despite working 50+ hours a week and juggling brilliance, i realize i am bored. next summer i think i want to go to alaska and work on a boat or something. as much as it sucks, i need money. i want to go back to school and not work while i do it.
i can see my life very far in the future, teetering down the street, wrapped in a fur coat filled with cats and alcohol. i know it, smudged lipstick and rambling. the people will say, "that poor old woman. she's alone and talks to herself all day long. what is moving under her coat? oh my god what is that??"
sure. but how do i get there?
then i sat down and turned to bowen, "if he doesn't tell it now he's gonna make me look like an asshole."
yes, bowen, i know. i already look like an asshole.
not terribly sure if i'm embarrassed.
what i do know is i am terrifically unprepared for this staff meeting.
despite working 50+ hours a week and juggling brilliance, i realize i am bored. next summer i think i want to go to alaska and work on a boat or something. as much as it sucks, i need money. i want to go back to school and not work while i do it.
i can see my life very far in the future, teetering down the street, wrapped in a fur coat filled with cats and alcohol. i know it, smudged lipstick and rambling. the people will say, "that poor old woman. she's alone and talks to herself all day long. what is moving under her coat? oh my god what is that??"
sure. but how do i get there?