Dec 10, 2006 13:46
I woke up at 12:30 today.
So far I have had a box of cookies for breakfast with too little juice. This has left my throat in need of more juice but I have none to offer. Instead, I sit here and type away the day. I need to go check out another book so that I may read it for hours.
I should finish college app stuff, but some of it will have to wait until I can contact the schools tomorrow and ask them what the fuck is going on with my status.
I wanted to go play drums but that seems like it won't happen.
Perhaps I can sneak in a bit o' Christmas shopping for a special someone.
I have 130 bucks to my name right now.
I have been making video diaries of this experience. It's going to be really fucked up to go back and look at those.
Anti-racism work takes a lot out of me. It is painful all around to examine how this social construct began and the consequences that have occurred and those who still live with the oppression. I just want to hope for the best out of this experience, but for the moment, this is damn heavy shit.
Maybe I will seek out drum places now.
Take great fucking care of yourselves!! The fun is only just beginning!