Dec 07, 2006 21:31
Kyler is fucking exhausted. I watched An Inconvenient Truth last night.
I just worked 12 hours.
Kyler is scared of repeats and the choices. Passive nature is becoming a real issue. How is that to be changed? Can it even? He wonders what is really going to happen and if his heart is leading him astray. I have had that feeling.
I've had more "montage moments," feeling like I'm actor in my life, knowing that moments after struggling with problems spinning around my head someone will yell "cut!" and I'll walk off the set, light a cigarette and make fun of the techie's ridiculous clothing.
This life is short. It is already December. I moved into my room 3 weeks ago...a month at most. But no...I've been here since September. 2.5 months. 8 months to go.
One kid took ten minutes to read the word "test." He's in 2nd grade.
One misunderstanding. I'm hoping for the best. Why can't I remember all the details that make things work?? It pisses me the fuck off and I really don't like it and neither do that people who wind up hurt because of it.
In other news, I am wondering what the fuck is going to happen
I don't think I'm depressed, well yes about some things, but not all around giving the world the finger.
And now as a public service I will post an email sent to the school today:
13 days from today it happens...cell phone numbers will be...
released to telemarketing companies and you will start to receive sale calls.
.....YOU WILL BE CHARGED FOR THESE CALLS
To prevent this, call the following number from your
cell phone: 888-382-1222.
It is the National DO NOT CALL Registry .
It blocks your number for five (5) years.
You must call from the cell phone number you are wanting to have blocked.
You cannot call from a different phone number.
Seems like a good plan.
I'm feeling like sleep.