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I am sooooo sad! i really like this guy but he is in love with someone else! What to do! I am so tired of rejection but maybe it is a good thing he doesn't like me i'm not good enough for him nor anyone else for that matter! I would probably be a horrible girlfriend i mean i am too self centered, i am too clingy, i fall for people too ease! i hate myself right now! I am so ready for love but i can't find it, i can't even get someone to have fun with. I really wish someone would love me! WHY!? What is SO wrong with me what am i doing wrong what is it about me that is so unappealing i know i am pretty, i am smart, talented! I know i have my spouts of anger but they are so few now adays i have grown up! I have gotten confidance, i flirt! SO WHAT THE HELL AM I DOING WRONG!? My friends all say i am great but why can no guy see that i know it is really stupid to need a guy to define my happiness but i just want love i am so tired of sitting on the side lines i want to get into the game already it isn't fair! I am so tired of always being sad next year better be better than this year has been! well peace out!
xoxo,
Carole
xoxo,
Carole