I HATE LIFE
I wish i would stop liking Eric it isn't fair the first guy i like for their personality it sucks. I ALWAYS like the guy that will never like me back. Then last friday he kissed me and i liked it but yesterday i accidently open my big mouth and said something to someone and he got mad at me so why i don't mind if all he thinks of me is as a good time i might have ruined ever kissing him again. And i really want to i want to kiss him again. Life sucks and i always ruin it for myself. I want to kiss him again so bad i dont even care if he likes me. Everyone is like get over it but i haven't crushed on a guy like this since like freshman year. And i dont have a date for prom and since i highly doubt Eric will ask me or any othere guy i need to find someone to ask. Well yeah life sucks and i didnt have dinner last night yet i still feel sick to my stomach. AHHHHHHH!
xoxo,
Carole
xoxo,
Carole