Goals
I know that I am a more productive person if I have things planned out and goals to achieve.
Because of feeling down I have been floundering in my life. I feel that it isn’t on track like it was when I was working a 9-5 corporate job. I need structure.
I started to learn how to crochet because I want to help my friend create the products that seem to be her best sellers, catnip balls. She crochets them out of stringy yarn. Stuffs them with batting coated in catnip and adds some loose catnip as well. This is one goal I set for myself. My son saw a teddy bear pattern in my basic book hit hat he wants me to do. I need to work up to it, despite it only being a two, out of five, star project.
For business goals I want to have at least one vendor show a month next year, which means I will need more craft products to sell as well. I want to try to use up all my current craft supplies, so I will need to come up with some good ideas. I have already booked a show for March 28.
For personal I want to continue to become a healthier eater and loose a little weight.
I know these are broad goals, but this is a start. It is better than floundering all over the place. The main thing that has been holding me back is me fighting with these feelings of worthlessness. Just getting through the day, accomplishing little. I am pulling myself out of the darkness step by step. Grief still lingers for my parents. Slowly getting better. I wish the hormones didn’t play a part, but they do. Supplements help. More work to do.