Emily Browning!

[moon_san]

Well, what a surprise, I haven’t updated for about 4 months... what can I say? Well, I would like to say that it is because I am too busy, that I have a fully booked schedule… that I have a life... but I can't! The truth is I don’t, I think I’m still waiting for life to start, keep finding things that make me think it has… but then I realise that

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[been_thinking]

does it ever amaze you how you can get totally lost in something for whatever reason, that you end up not realising whats going on around you. what you've just written there in whatever distorted way describes pretty much most of my feelings right now. I feel lost, yet at the same time I know what I want. I keep waiting for things to happen, yet I have realised now that I just have to take the steps toward doing what I want to do and chances are I'll be able to do them. Seriously don't worry about the A-levels, there are other things to do in life, you just need to figure out what exactly you want. And there is always a point in fighting to have a life, especially you because you do have so much to offer.

As for leaving the country, would it be weird if I suggested you came round europe with me and some friends in the summer? would be wicked to have you there and I could show you round some places.

anyway I think I have written enough rubbish. I just want to let you know that no matter how distanced you feel, how much you long for the old dreams, the new ones are going to be just as good.

take care.x

your fantasies are beautiful, but unlikely.

[unborn_chicken]

haha sorry, i just read that reply and i was about to suggest that traveling would be a good thing for you. god....your so young to worry about all that love stuff...you wont truely find it unless you are really happy within....anyway i wish you all the best. with everything! and i hope you make choices that are right for you.

kellie [x]