Blar!
well this is my 'extended' toilet break... in class at the moment, we are doing a mock exam, a mock exam that i have not the first idea about how to do... the questions seem... alien to me, like they are completly random and about nothing that we have studied... ever! and its so easy! i see the rest of the class writting away, and my mind is blank... i dont know why this happens to me, whenever exams happen my mind goes completly blank... maybe its the pressure, but there is no pressure in a mock... its not a serious one... just a test exam... or at leased i hope so, because ive just kinda failed, or currently am failing...my toilet break has become too long, ive left all my stuf there, which means i NEED to go back at some point, ill go back after and talk to jamie... i dont undertand... the questions arnt that difficult, but to me they are stupidly hard!
my college card is in 2 pieces! grrrr! stoooopid design!
i have to go find out today when im next working... i think the way you have to find out is stupid, because you have to go all the way down there, to look on a wall that tells you when your working... what if you pay for the bus there and back... what did you really spend you £2 on? nothing! there should be a phone service, or the website should have a cast log in where you can check online... its dumb... it so happend that i have no money for the bus, i have money on my card, but less than 10, which means i cant withdraw... i hope sainsburys give out £5 cash back... other wise its a nice long old walk for me to the cinema... grrrrrrr!!!
last night i slept at kellies house... infact... i cant remember the last tie i DIDNT sleep at kellies house, its more of a homly feeling there... plus my cat is there (hes moved in with them) kellie is such a great girl... today i was in the kitchen and her brother asked me what time i was leaving today... and then he told me when he got in from school and stuff... which was sweet... and their dog, tes, is the sweetest thing on the planet... its sooo soppy and stuff... plus they always have food! my mum doesnt bother with shopping anymore... nor does she EVER come off the computer other than to sleep (for about 2 hours a night) and to go to work... so if i ever want to be online i have to get home during 9am and 5pm on weekdays... whcih... i really cant be fucked to do...
thursday was rad, i gots me a new tshirt, youth large! baby blue (or kinda that colour)... and my trousers came... so i feel good... ive started only wearing tshirts instead of jumpers and long sleve thingys... im getting bigger body wise, all that bloody cleaning at the cinema and lifting shit that you need a machine for is giving me muscles! fuck going gym, ill just work at the cinema!
ps... terry is buying me download tickets (yeah right) but we'll see how that goes...
kellie, i miss you! i kinda want a hug... stupid depressing exams!
write again soon!
Danx!
my college card is in 2 pieces! grrrr! stoooopid design!
i have to go find out today when im next working... i think the way you have to find out is stupid, because you have to go all the way down there, to look on a wall that tells you when your working... what if you pay for the bus there and back... what did you really spend you £2 on? nothing! there should be a phone service, or the website should have a cast log in where you can check online... its dumb... it so happend that i have no money for the bus, i have money on my card, but less than 10, which means i cant withdraw... i hope sainsburys give out £5 cash back... other wise its a nice long old walk for me to the cinema... grrrrrrr!!!
last night i slept at kellies house... infact... i cant remember the last tie i DIDNT sleep at kellies house, its more of a homly feeling there... plus my cat is there (hes moved in with them) kellie is such a great girl... today i was in the kitchen and her brother asked me what time i was leaving today... and then he told me when he got in from school and stuff... which was sweet... and their dog, tes, is the sweetest thing on the planet... its sooo soppy and stuff... plus they always have food! my mum doesnt bother with shopping anymore... nor does she EVER come off the computer other than to sleep (for about 2 hours a night) and to go to work... so if i ever want to be online i have to get home during 9am and 5pm on weekdays... whcih... i really cant be fucked to do...
thursday was rad, i gots me a new tshirt, youth large! baby blue (or kinda that colour)... and my trousers came... so i feel good... ive started only wearing tshirts instead of jumpers and long sleve thingys... im getting bigger body wise, all that bloody cleaning at the cinema and lifting shit that you need a machine for is giving me muscles! fuck going gym, ill just work at the cinema!
ps... terry is buying me download tickets (yeah right) but we'll see how that goes...
kellie, i miss you! i kinda want a hug... stupid depressing exams!
write again soon!
Danx!