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i was just woken up by my mums PATHETIC tantrum! she came down stairs-before work for her intake of online backgammon... a game shes been playing for jus about a year now! she is so obviously adicted, the rule is, wen she comes in from work at 7, she HAS to have the computer shut down an restarted so her backgammon works... and on days wen shes not workin... she spends the whole day on it, sometimes iv watched her go on at 9am, an not come of til 6pm, then wen i ask her how long, she is adiment that she started playing at like 4pm or whateva... the tanturum this morning was over the fact her game wouldnt start, so she smashed the keyboard... i hav no idea what to think... is it like... do loud sounds an things breaking emphesise your point? the dog started to move an run off, an he really cant move at all... i sleep downstairs to keep him company-an she was sayin 'no its alright darling, dont move' but then she would hit the table... an she wonders y he ran into the kitchen... so she left, without game, mumbling to herself about how late she is... yesterday morning she came down, played... then sed 'its ok, il leave in a sec, im jus sayin my goodbyes' (i jus wanted her to turn the fuckin light off!) an 15 minutes later she gets off, an ses 'ooooh, im soo late, how did that happen' then she rushed out wingin about how late she was...!!! an at times wen the computer breaks down or sommet, she gets all angry every day, an she definatly gets withdrawel symptoms... she neva listens to me, il come in an tell her sommet like about how me, john an wes eat birthday cake-an she jus goes 'yes' an i kno she jus hasnt taken in a word of what im sayin... an wen we go away, the place we go away to needs to hav a pc... so wen we went away to a friends house in bedfordshire for christmas, she needed his laptop an the internet... an got all mad wen he sed no... an she was playin ALL night... sally, nearly a year ago, told me to deleat the game off the pc... i seriously considered it... but i dread to think what she might do... an shes jus discovered... she can run tournaments... where she can jus sit there an chat whilst watchin people play... BACKGAMMON isnt even A GOOD game! its soooooooooooooooooooooooo SHIT! theres no point goin to my dads, hes always workin or out with his wife-or with his other 2 kids... BUT moans about not seein me enough... an to that, im always 'im right here dad, u can see me weneva'... an both parents wonder y i neva come home nemore-this is really harsh, but i cant wait until my mum puts the dog to sleep, as much as i love the dog... hes my main tie here, i HAVE to b back here at a certain time to take care of him, so she doesnt hav to do nethin except play backgammon wen she comes in! last nite wen i came in from sallys party-nero was lyin in the doorway to the lounge, an my mum sed 'he hasnt moved from that spot, his legs cant carry his weight so since iv been in-hes been there'... it was 1.30am... an where was she? at the computer! an had been for the whole night... now nero often cant stand up-so we help him, once hes up, hes up... but she was so lazy an fucked up-that playin backgammon for 6 hours was more important than takin the dog out or whateva... u kno what? cos she knows wen i come in... i can do it! thats all she eva ses, wen i come in, first thing i get is 'dog needs a walk' an sometimes i do say 'well u kno where the grass is'... but fuck it! y bother? shell jus chuck me out again rite? il live with my dad a week, then, afta a week of comin home to find the dog needin a walk, mayb hes made a mess in the kitchen (cos hes old an cant hold his bowels-poor old man) an the washin up not done... nor her clothes washed... or dinner started... she comes crawling back... but oh well!
on a very much lighter note, im off to see my kirsty girl today in winchester... im reaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaally exited hehehe!
on a very much lighter note, im off to see my kirsty girl today in winchester... im reaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaally exited hehehe!