And then you started again with that heartbreaking dream thing… after having to deal with Jin's suffering, I've to brace my heart for Kame too ;___;
As much as Jin had tried, after recovering from the worst of headaches he had got himself into with a help of a bottle of vodka lately, he still couldn’t imagine the picture of Kamenashi Kazuya he had heard about from Johnny-san, Nakamaru, Koki and the others the previous day.
Holding himself aloof.
Drowning himself into self-pity, spending the days all alone, refusing to have visitors who would see him pulled down and subdued.
Proud as always and yet, nothing like before.
Sitting in a wheel chair.
;___; I can't either, just saying.
Btw, if I didn't know better what you went through while writing this with making Kame in such condition and all the rest I would have actually thought of yourself as being heartless LOL. I mean, reading this angst broke my heart, even when it's not the first time, so I can't even imagine to write it ;___; let's not considerate I was one of those who pushed you to carry on /shot
I remember when I read this first, I was really nervous about how it would turn, how Jin would reacted to this Kame, how would Kame react to having Jin at his door, just how they would face each others after the accident, after those years without talking and the years before when they were only having work-related conversation. But how I was actually awaiting this first confrontation too *_*
It was so intense!! I could sense the tension between them, the weight of their relationship and their past, the things that are still being unsaid and couldn't be said be it because of their pride or whatever else, and the weight of their fucked up lives ;_; I feel Kame here, having Jin coming suddenly after all those years and what happened, seeing him that way moreover… he's so proud and tried not to show any sign of weakness in front of Jin.
H.e.a.r.t.b.r.e.a.k.i.n.g. but in a beautiful say I must admit *sigh*
And then there's Ryo again and you already know how much I love you for making him close to Kame and caring for Kame and taking care of Kame and ♥ I'm just fond of such a Ryo, almost cold and sharp in appearance, but so caring and kind with his friends ;_; He's a great friend… and he should get an award for being able to deal with Jin and his moods so well lol. Ryo's the perfect one for this role, being the friend who speak frankly, even harshly sometimes, but for their own good. Understandable Kame liked having him around instead of someone else. Also, having him part of the fic is like a breeze, especially his conversation with Jin and his unstoppable teasing XD A plus when he got a little worried and asked Jin hesitantly whether they were okay or not… such a cute side of him *__*
“Of course you can. You were writing songs before you could write properly. And you were writing them in English when you even didn’t know properly your own language and also your English was more than pathetic at the time so -” LMAO trust Ryo to motivate efficiently his friends XD
Nakamaru is really the voice of wiseness *_* Gotta love him. And Ueda too, especially for bringing that other option into Jin's mind!!
As much as Jin had tried, after recovering from the worst of headaches he had got himself into with a help of a bottle of vodka lately, he still couldn’t imagine the picture of Kamenashi Kazuya he had heard about from Johnny-san, Nakamaru, Koki and the others the previous day.
Holding himself aloof.
Drowning himself into self-pity, spending the days all alone, refusing to have visitors who would see him pulled down and subdued.
Proud as always and yet, nothing like before.
Sitting in a wheel chair.
;___; I can't either, just saying.
Btw, if I didn't know better what you went through while writing this with making Kame in such condition and all the rest I would have actually thought of yourself as being heartless LOL. I mean, reading this angst broke my heart, even when it's not the first time, so I can't even imagine to write it ;___; let's not considerate I was one of those who pushed you to carry on /shot
I remember when I read this first, I was really nervous about how it would turn, how Jin would reacted to this Kame, how would Kame react to having Jin at his door, just how they would face each others after the accident, after those years without talking and the years before when they were only having work-related conversation. But how I was actually awaiting this first confrontation too *_*
It was so intense!! I could sense the tension between them, the weight of their relationship and their past, the things that are still being unsaid and couldn't be said be it because of their pride or whatever else, and the weight of their fucked up lives ;_; I feel Kame here, having Jin coming suddenly after all those years and what happened, seeing him that way moreover… he's so proud and tried not to show any sign of weakness in front of Jin.
H.e.a.r.t.b.r.e.a.k.i.n.g. but in a beautiful say I must admit *sigh*
And then there's Ryo again and you already know how much I love you for making him close to Kame and caring for Kame and taking care of Kame and ♥ I'm just fond of such a Ryo, almost cold and sharp in appearance, but so caring and kind with his friends ;_; He's a great friend… and he should get an award for being able to deal with Jin and his moods so well lol. Ryo's the perfect one for this role, being the friend who speak frankly, even harshly sometimes, but for their own good. Understandable Kame liked having him around instead of someone else. Also, having him part of the fic is like a breeze, especially his conversation with Jin and his unstoppable teasing XD A plus when he got a little worried and asked Jin hesitantly whether they were okay or not… such a cute side of him *__*
“Of course you can. You were writing songs before you could write properly. And you were writing them in English when you even didn’t know properly your own language and also your English was more than pathetic at the time so -” LMAO trust Ryo to motivate efficiently his friends XD
Nakamaru is really the voice of wiseness *_* Gotta love him. And Ueda too, especially for bringing that other option into Jin's mind!!
♥ ♥ ♥
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