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Soooo Saturday was cool. I mean it sucked watching everyone else get onto the party bus and have fun without me. It sucked even more seeing the pictures of how much of a good time they had. Yeah... well the stuff before it was a good time. We went roller skating, i of course got blades. I didnt fall once which was good, all it did was show me how out of shape i am. The dinner was good too, wicked expensive for one cheese burger and some chips, but w/e.
Sunday was ok. I mean it was my first time actually working the birthday partys. It was me, Jencine and Kendra all day. It was exciting actually. The kids were fun and the day went by rather fast. The first party sucked cause a women that i helped to get fired was the first to show up with her two sons. Awkward... I had to be professional and get over that real quick. Throughout the entire day we got 7 dollars in tips, i was pretty disapointed. EWWWWWW.
Last night sucked. I couldnt sleep for the first half of the night, and then i was exhausted for the second half. SHITTY!!! Waking up wasnt all that bad, it was just making it through the day. Now i have fuckin practice. I am so not in the mood for this. Plus, the team is a team now, those who were going to lift have left. John is going to get back into his acting like a real coach mode which sucks.
I am wicked upset right this second. I am not sure why though... I thought i was over that phase. Yeah, i guess not. I had quite a bit of alone time today and that means thinking time. Whether is was about my life or someone elses, i just thought of all of the depressing shit that i have been avoiding. Again, instead of looking it head on and dealing with it, i decided to run away and distract myself, hence this entry.
GTG though cause i need to move around and wake myself up and get ready for the dreaded practice. EWWWWWWW.
~Amanda
Sunday was ok. I mean it was my first time actually working the birthday partys. It was me, Jencine and Kendra all day. It was exciting actually. The kids were fun and the day went by rather fast. The first party sucked cause a women that i helped to get fired was the first to show up with her two sons. Awkward... I had to be professional and get over that real quick. Throughout the entire day we got 7 dollars in tips, i was pretty disapointed. EWWWWWW.
Last night sucked. I couldnt sleep for the first half of the night, and then i was exhausted for the second half. SHITTY!!! Waking up wasnt all that bad, it was just making it through the day. Now i have fuckin practice. I am so not in the mood for this. Plus, the team is a team now, those who were going to lift have left. John is going to get back into his acting like a real coach mode which sucks.
I am wicked upset right this second. I am not sure why though... I thought i was over that phase. Yeah, i guess not. I had quite a bit of alone time today and that means thinking time. Whether is was about my life or someone elses, i just thought of all of the depressing shit that i have been avoiding. Again, instead of looking it head on and dealing with it, i decided to run away and distract myself, hence this entry.
GTG though cause i need to move around and wake myself up and get ready for the dreaded practice. EWWWWWWW.
~Amanda