weeeeeeee
I have to make this rather quick, because in just a few minutes i have to run outside to help my sister. yeah, she is on crutches now because she fell down the stairs and fucked up her knee. I dont know what it is about my family and knees. Dad cant move cause he has a hernia, and now this one throws herself down a flight of stairs. Silly girl. Kind of sucks that she is in two weddings in the next three weeks and she will be on crutches. Weeeeeeeeee. It will make dancing hard, but i dont think it will be a problem.
So the rest of the week. Last Tuesday was the day i had dreaded for a year. Its just full of bad memories for both me and my friend. I struggled through the day. I have been very honest with myself and allowed myself to be upset for the past two weeks, but on Tuesday a fake smile went up and i pretended like it was any old day. I survived i guess. I had work, not bad. Made time pass and i got paid for it...
I got a huge surprise when i got home. My friends wanted to make sure that i didnt remember that day as a bad day anymore, so they set up a whole bunch of shit and we made a night out of everything. Now when i look back on that day, while there will be a bit of pain, i have amazing memories of just how much fun i had and how cool my friends are. YAY.
Wednesday sucked. I had to skip my first class to go to the museum. Didnt matter anyway, apparently they watched a movie, but it to them 45 minutes to figure out how to put the tv on, it was a 50 minute class... Anywho, so i made it into Boston all by myself without getting lost. I did call Chelley, but there was no answer. I figured it out all by myself anyway. I had no idea where to park though. Apparently there was a parking garage i was supposed to go to. Oops. Yeah, i stalked some lady and followed her to her car which was nicely parallel parked. I watched her hit the car in front of her and then the one behind her while she was trying to get out. I was like ohhhhh fuck, cause she had this mini car and i had a freakin SUV. Yeah, well Amanda rocks, cause she managed to parallel park all by herself and she didnt hit shit. YAY for me. PS the museum sucks monkey balls. I couldnt find shit. However, before i got frustrated it was very relaxing and interesting and i will be sure to go back.
I ended up by skipping practice too. I had just found out Cindy was in the hospital and i was all sorts of dicombobulated. Then i had to finish up the T-shirts with Handy for the light the night walk. Yeah two nights in a row we stayed up til rediculous hours of the night working on them. They came out pretty awesome. I am impressed.
Thursday was ok. I had class in the morning, and then i had to run home really fast so that u could once again work on the t-shirts. After a while i had to head back to school to go to the actual walk. It was odd, i am not going to lie. I voluteered to donate my bone marrow. People tell me it hurts, but i can only imagine how much pain the person who needs the marrow is going through. Its makes me sad to even think of it. The walk was cool though. There were tons of red balloons from all of the volunteers. Every time you saw a white balloon, a balloon of a survivor it just made you stop and think, and appreciate your life more. oy.
That night Handy had to drive home and she was falling asleep, so i talked to her on the phone. Yeah, i was falling asleep as well. Weeeeeee, i dont even remember. I remember talking about the fact that i was tired and falling asleep, but i dont remember anything else we talked about. Special!!!! Anywho...
Friday was ok. I mean it sucked, but whatever. I went to the doctors where they had to check me knee which apparently means stripping down to my underwear and bra. Why i needed to take off my shirt is beyond me. Anywho, so i am shrinking too. I used to be 5 feet 4 inches, now i am 5 feet 2.5 inches. weeeeeeeee. And, i have abnormal breathing and a really high pulse. It was just an amazing experience...
Classes sucked, didnt pay attention during adolescent for one second, i need to stop that. I hope that they tests are based on the book, or i am screwed. Then after classes i had to babysit for like 9 hours. The kids were actually really good, and i needed the money, but it still sucks.
I dont get to go to the Rugby game today. I guess i wasnt cleared anyway after all of that shit. They fucked up and the game was at 1:00 and not 11:00 and that was just too late and i would miss too much of the Bachelorette party.
So cindy has been here for a while, and we are wicked late. GTG
So the rest of the week. Last Tuesday was the day i had dreaded for a year. Its just full of bad memories for both me and my friend. I struggled through the day. I have been very honest with myself and allowed myself to be upset for the past two weeks, but on Tuesday a fake smile went up and i pretended like it was any old day. I survived i guess. I had work, not bad. Made time pass and i got paid for it...
I got a huge surprise when i got home. My friends wanted to make sure that i didnt remember that day as a bad day anymore, so they set up a whole bunch of shit and we made a night out of everything. Now when i look back on that day, while there will be a bit of pain, i have amazing memories of just how much fun i had and how cool my friends are. YAY.
Wednesday sucked. I had to skip my first class to go to the museum. Didnt matter anyway, apparently they watched a movie, but it to them 45 minutes to figure out how to put the tv on, it was a 50 minute class... Anywho, so i made it into Boston all by myself without getting lost. I did call Chelley, but there was no answer. I figured it out all by myself anyway. I had no idea where to park though. Apparently there was a parking garage i was supposed to go to. Oops. Yeah, i stalked some lady and followed her to her car which was nicely parallel parked. I watched her hit the car in front of her and then the one behind her while she was trying to get out. I was like ohhhhh fuck, cause she had this mini car and i had a freakin SUV. Yeah, well Amanda rocks, cause she managed to parallel park all by herself and she didnt hit shit. YAY for me. PS the museum sucks monkey balls. I couldnt find shit. However, before i got frustrated it was very relaxing and interesting and i will be sure to go back.
I ended up by skipping practice too. I had just found out Cindy was in the hospital and i was all sorts of dicombobulated. Then i had to finish up the T-shirts with Handy for the light the night walk. Yeah two nights in a row we stayed up til rediculous hours of the night working on them. They came out pretty awesome. I am impressed.
Thursday was ok. I had class in the morning, and then i had to run home really fast so that u could once again work on the t-shirts. After a while i had to head back to school to go to the actual walk. It was odd, i am not going to lie. I voluteered to donate my bone marrow. People tell me it hurts, but i can only imagine how much pain the person who needs the marrow is going through. Its makes me sad to even think of it. The walk was cool though. There were tons of red balloons from all of the volunteers. Every time you saw a white balloon, a balloon of a survivor it just made you stop and think, and appreciate your life more. oy.
That night Handy had to drive home and she was falling asleep, so i talked to her on the phone. Yeah, i was falling asleep as well. Weeeeeee, i dont even remember. I remember talking about the fact that i was tired and falling asleep, but i dont remember anything else we talked about. Special!!!! Anywho...
Friday was ok. I mean it sucked, but whatever. I went to the doctors where they had to check me knee which apparently means stripping down to my underwear and bra. Why i needed to take off my shirt is beyond me. Anywho, so i am shrinking too. I used to be 5 feet 4 inches, now i am 5 feet 2.5 inches. weeeeeeeee. And, i have abnormal breathing and a really high pulse. It was just an amazing experience...
Classes sucked, didnt pay attention during adolescent for one second, i need to stop that. I hope that they tests are based on the book, or i am screwed. Then after classes i had to babysit for like 9 hours. The kids were actually really good, and i needed the money, but it still sucks.
I dont get to go to the Rugby game today. I guess i wasnt cleared anyway after all of that shit. They fucked up and the game was at 1:00 and not 11:00 and that was just too late and i would miss too much of the Bachelorette party.
So cindy has been here for a while, and we are wicked late. GTG