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Geez I've changed a bit lately. In the past month I've experimented with a guy, smoked weed for the first time, took some vicodin I found and drank some wine in what is about 3/5's of the bottle now, and contemplated quitting my job and driving around. This shit is really getting to me. Was fuckin' waiting for a friend to finish getting ready to see a movie and got jealous that she was spending a lot of time with a guy she found annoying. The thing is that I always think she talks about me that way when I'm not around because she still hangs out with people she finds annoying or bothersome. So when I get a compliment from her, it weirds me out. I don't know if she's trying to be sincere or cheer me up because of how things are now.
She took so long getting ready that I wound up thinking about my mom and crying for a good thirty minutes then sleeping. Thats probaly why I was a bit upset with her, well other things too. Aunt never showed to pick up stuff and clean yard. Still stuck with this shit here and its fuckin depressing. I mean I was fuckin' crying because I wanted to open up some wine but couldn't find my swiss army knife with the corkscrew that my mom got me. I can't lose that shit. I miss her.
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She took so long getting ready that I wound up thinking about my mom and crying for a good thirty minutes then sleeping. Thats probaly why I was a bit upset with her, well other things too. Aunt never showed to pick up stuff and clean yard. Still stuck with this shit here and its fuckin depressing. I mean I was fuckin' crying because I wanted to open up some wine but couldn't find my swiss army knife with the corkscrew that my mom got me. I can't lose that shit. I miss her.
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